Page 84 of Tease Me (Dark Odyssey 1)

I should want her but this feels wrong and I hate myself for it because I know somewhere along the line I lost control and her fingers on my cock feels like me cheating.

I step back and she looks shocked.

“If you want to keep your job, fucking go downstairs and get on reception.”

The shock on her face actually makes her skin go pale.

She stands and walks to the door then stops to face me. “You’ll get bored of her you know?” She’s talking about Mia. It’s not difficult to figure that out. “A woman like that… that goody-two-shoes bitch won’t satisfy you the way I can. I’ll be back when you come to your senses.”

I look at her as she goes out the door and I turn my gaze to the wall ahead of me.

The blank wall with the red bricks.

There’s so much shit going on and women just add to it.

I have no time for shit.

Not Jenna.

And… not Mia.

It fucking includes her too. In fact. It’s actually about her. I hate how I need her. And Jenna’s presence is because of Mia.

Gabe was right. People can see she’s important to me.

Fuck… it’s the first time I admit it in my head and it feels true.

It’s not good for me and it’s not good for her either.

Tonight I need to change things up.

I need to before I lose my damn mind over a woman I shouldn’t have.

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