It’s Jackson’s job to make sure the band stays on beat. My job is to market the Spades and make sure people show up, and I’ve managed almost a full house already. The open bar might have a little to do with it, but people are rocking out near the stage with their mojitos and martinis, so I’m happy. As happy as I can be given that I’m still nearly shaking with anger.

I like to get everything out in the open, instead of letting unresolved emotions fester, so this thing with Locke is really bothering me. I don’t know why he dislikes me so much but is also protective of me when it comes to Axel. It’s like he thinks I’m stupid, or still a teenager, and I’m nearly vibrating with all the things left unsaid. As much as I want to confront Locke, I also don’t want to let him know that he affects me. I keep telling myself that it doesn’t matter what Locke Kincaid thinks, but some part of me wants him to understand that I’m a grown woman and whatever I do outside of managing this group is none of his damn business.

Luckily, there’s a swarm of people asking questions about the group and buying records and merchandise (mostly t-shirts and keychains), so I’m distracted from my rage for a couple of hours. When I finally make it to the bar, they’ve run out of mint for mojitos and I sigh dramatically, smiling at the bartender.

“I guess a margarita will have to do. Tequila is a cruel mistress,” I quip.

“She is. We go way back,” someone says right at my ear, and I turn to see Axel standing beside me, already a few shots in, from what I can tell.

I smile at him. Axel and I becoming even closer friends is a big plus of this tour. I’m getting closer to all the guys, except for maybe Locke. The Spades are the only family Jackson and I have. That’s part of the reason Locke acting this way makes me so upset.

I think that Axel confessing his issues to me must make him feel better, because he’s in a jovial mood, flirting with the bartender and sliding me shots left and right. I drink more than I should, but I’m having fun, unlike the other night.

The world goes a little topsy-turvy and I hope I won’t have my second real hangover tomorrow. But this is Las Vegas, party capital of the world. If there’s ever been a time to go wild, it’s now. And since Axel and I are totally platonic at this point, there’s no nerves about what might happen.

What happens in Vegas, stays in Vegas, right?