Wish you were here right now, sweetie. Rough practice. There’s some news about Coach.
 
 I highlighted the text and deleted it.
 
 I tried again.
 
 Didn’t even notice you weren’t here, sweetie.
 
 That’s the message I sent.
 
 I swallowed hard.
 
 The emotion was heavy even as the locker room cleared out.
 
 Madison texted me again.
 
 Are you too busy for me tonight?
 
 I gritted my teeth.
 
 The right answer would have been to skip seeing her tonight.
 
 I didn’t need to mix emotions and cross lines.
 
 I couldn’t help myself though.
 
 I can be there in a little bit. Just need to shower and get changed.
 
 I waited for Madison to text me back.
 
 Why not just show up here sweaty and smelly for me?
 
 That made me smile.
 
 Which was a problem.
 
 A woman like Madison making me smile was a huge problem.
 
 Emotions, feelings and all that only ruined the risky secrecy of it all.
 
 Yet at the same time, I couldn’t wait to see Madison.