Page 75 of The Beta: Part One

I could probably be with Kaleb, but just thinking about it makes me feel like I'm betraying Jasper. But then I remember all the times he told me he wanted to watch one of his alphas fuck me, and how much he wanted us to suck them off together, and I make myself imagine that.

At the time he said it I thought it was just one of those things people say to heighten the enjoyment of the act, but maybe not. Maybe he did want us to enjoy his alphas together. Could I do that?

The answer is simple in the end. I'd probably do anything Jasper wanted me to do, including laying still while he directed one of them to fuck me.

“I'm not sure. I wouldn't seek any of them out, but the thought doesn't make my skin crawl.”

Bianca and Daniel exchange another look, then Daniel asks, “You never had that kind of relationship with any of them? At all?”

I shake my head awkwardly against the table, “No. Just Jasper.”

Daniel gets a text notification and says a soft, “Huh.” I lift up my head and wait for him to elaborate. “Mom says that some male omegas can purr under the right circumstances. If their alpha passes and they need to comfort their young; or if they're one of two omegas in a pack and they're trying to help the other omega, especially if the other omega is female.”

The smell of Bianca's soup suddenly is the worst thing on the planet. “Excuse me,” I say, rising from the table, “I'm going to go puke now.

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