Page 50 of The Beta: Part One

It's a challenge to see if I can get her so worked up that she's soaked all the way down her thighs and she's shoving herself against me, seeking as much pleasure as I can give her with my fingers. I want that now with my mouth, I want her crying out and bucking and yanking my hair to get me closer. This close, her scent is deliciously intense and my mouth is actually watering for the taste of her. I hold my mouth over her for a breath before I lower my mouth and cover as much of her as I can with my mouth, licking up and down between her folds.

Oh my god, the taste. I will crave this taste from now on. I don't know how to describe the sound vibrating from my throat as keep licking and licking and sucking, swirling over and around her clit. Her breaths are coming in gasps and whimpers and I look up over her body to see that she is sitting up on her elbows watching me pleasure her.

I spread her apart with my thumbs so she can see my tongue drag a path up to her clit and suck it into my mouth and her head falls back on a groan. Fuck, she tastes so good, and she's so wet; her hips are moving in little thrusts and she's saying please over and over and all I want to do is lap at her.

I concentrate on her clit, sucking in a steady rhythm and her cries become higher pitched, and I push two fingers inside her and move them against her, rubbing against the place inside her that makes her scream.

She falls back against the bed and sinks her fingers into my hair, gripping it and pulling me hard against her. The sounds surrounding us are obscene, licking, sucking, fuck, even slurping, they all have me so hard and throbbing that I can't help thrusting against the mattress. Her wetness is all over my mouth, my chin, my cheeks, my hands, and I hope it lingers, I hope I can smell her on me for days.

She's starting to tremble now, I can hear the urgency in her voice when she begs me to keep going. I let my teeth very gently graze her swollen clit and she does scream. So I do it again and lap against it after and she comes apart, thrashing and ripping at my hair and crying out my name. I don't think I've ever been this hard outside of being in heat. It actually hurts.

Her chest is heaving and she's gradually loosening her hold on my hair. I put a kiss on her mound before I shift around to pull off my jeans and toe them off the foot of the bed. I crawl up and over her until I can reach her mouth to kiss her, knowing she'll be able to taste herself on my lips and tongue. She apparently likes that because she moans into my mouth and cups her hands on either side of my face to get a better, deeper kiss.

“You taste like me,” she says and licks against my mouth while I smile down at her. She pulls me down for another kiss and hitches one leg around my hip, sighing when my erection slides against her slick folds.

“Check in,” she says and I honestly don't know what she means, it's such a foreign thing to say in this moment. Then she flicks a glance over to Devon and I kiss the tip of her nose. Her awareness really does move between all of us and now that I'm not so bent on making her scream I can feel a thread of anxiety coiling around my alpha.

I look over to him and my breath hitches. He has so many conflicting emotions swirling in his eyes. I know he is aroused, his eyes are hooded and his skin is flushed and he keeps looking at my mouth; but I can tell he's also worried because his brows are pinched too close together.

He's reclined against the wall, his legs are stretched out in front of him and I can see him hard under his sweatpants, I can even see a small, dark spot where he has leaked precum onto the material and my mouth waters again. If the situation was different I would beckon him to me so I could lick him up, too; and my own cock twitches at the thought of licking the taste of her off of him. I could watch him fuck her and then he could pull out and I could lick every drop of her off of him. Yeah, I could spend a day doing that. But not now, not yet.

He gives me a small smile and arches an eyebrow to silently ask me if I'm good. I lick my lips and give him a big smile and a small nod, he tilts his chin toward Talia to tell me to go back to her, so I do. I kiss her deeply again and spend a moment just breathing with her and looking down at her.

It occurs to me that her body is so much smaller than mine, and much, much smaller than any of the alphas'. I cannot wait to see her with one of them. The more I think about her with Kaleb especially, the more I ache for it. He’s the biggest of my alphas, and just the thought of the size difference makes me want it more. Not now, I keep having to remind myself. Not now.

“You're smaller than me,” I say kind of lamely because I'm smaller than most males, built like an omega, and I love how it feels to be the biggest. She smiles up at me and brushes my hair off my forehead and around my ears,

“Mmhmm. You're bigger than me,” hearing her say it makes my cock jerk again, and probably leak a copious amount of precum.

She snakes her hand between us and squeezes her fingers around the base of me, holding me still while she raises her hips to press and slide slickly against me, and she groans into my ear.

“Do you want to fuck me now, Jasper?” she asks, and I jerk again, still captured by her grip. She moans softly again and runs her tongue along the shell of my ear.

“Yes,” I hiss, and nip the side of her neck.

“Do you want me to ride you? Or do you want to push your cock into me right now, like this?”

God, when she asks me things like that, in that needy, breathy voice, I can't fucking think. I can imagine how it would be for me to flip us over, lay back, let her lower herself onto me. I can almost feel her dripping down my balls.

Fuck, next time. Next time. I want to do the fucking this time, I want to shove myself into her and fuck her across the bed. I need to be the aggressor this first time.

Raising up, I brace myself up with my hands on either side of her head and hold her gaze, “I'm going to fuck you this time, Talia.”

She answers me by pulling her knees up and wide, making herself vulnerable and ready for however I want to take her.

“I want to watch my cock sink into you, I want to see you stretch around me” I tell her and let her guide me to her opening. When I feel the tip of me nudging her entrance I reach down and move her hand to lay above her head. Then I start pressing myself into her, so slowly.

She's so fucking hot inside, so goddamned tight and wet, and even though she's as slick as she is I still have to push my way inside. I keep my eyes on the place where our bodies meet and I do get to see her stretching to accommodate me.

I have another of those thoughts about her being with one of my alphas, about watching her stretch around one of them, maybe licking both of them where they're joined, and it's all I can do to keep from punching my hips forward and shoving the rest of me inside of her.

She's trying to thrust up to take more of me faster and I hiss at her, “Be still, baby, be still. Let me do it. Oh god, just let me do it.” If she keeps helping I won't last long enough to get all the way inside. I can feel sweat dripping down my back with the strain of trying to hold back, trying to savor this.

After an agony of time I'm finally all the way inside her, my balls are pressed against her and I can feel her clenching around me. She's making these short little whimpers and gasps and each one makes me twitch against her walls.

I take a deep breath to stop my impending orgasm and I drag myself out of her, watching her body pull at me like it’s reluctant to let me go . Then I push back inside with a steady, firm stroke and she moans long and loud. I give her more of those deep, dragging thrusts, savoring every noise she's making, before I pull out again, leaving just my throbbing, weeping head inside her.

I tell her to look at me, and when she does I shove my cock inside her. I do it over and over until my hips are slapping against her and her cries and pleas become incoherent and wild. I lower myself to my elbows as her legs wrap themselves around my hips, she's clawing down my back and we're both slick with sweat. I’m not going to last much longer but I need her orgasm first, I need to feel it pulsing around me. “Cum for me, Talia. I need it. Give it to me.”