“Thank you.” I breathe.
“You’re welcome.” Declan says softly too, before he kisses me again.
* * *
Declan: I cannot stop thinking about you and our kiss the other night??
Me:??Yea. I cannot stop either.
Declan: What are you doing right now???
Me: You know when you wink it’s deadly to the women's population. Pretty sure it is lethal.
Declan: Oh, is it? I only care if affects you. Does me winking at you have the same effect?
Me: Speaking as a woman, yes.??
Declan: So, if I were to wink at you right now, what would it do to you?
Me: Umm…??
Declan: Evie, I told you on how I want you to be honest with me. I won’t judge you.
Umm, is he sexing with me after our date, not even twenty-four hours later? I can do this. Okay, Evie, do not make a fool out of yourself. Channel your inner Sophia.
Me: It would make me want to kiss you.
Declan: Oh yeah? Would it make you wet for me?
Me: Yes…
Declan: Are you wet right now, Evie? Tell me.
I am blushing because I have not done this with anyone or been so open. It should not embarrass me because this man makes my body come alive and I have only known him for a short time. I trail my hand down my stomach and reach under my undies and I slide one finder over my folds and yes; I am dripping wet. Holy shit! I have never felt myself, wet. The last time I tried to masturbate, it was a disaster. I could not get the motion right, I was not wet, like I am now. I tried to think of my favorite actor, Henry Cavill and nothing. I gave up and thought maybe I was doing it wrong or maybe everyone built it up too much.
Me: Umm…Yes?
Declan: Evie… Have you ever touched yourself?
Me: Uhm. I tried once and it was horrible. Shit, this is embarrassing.
Declan: Baby, that’s okay. Will you touch yourself, Evie? I want you to imagine my hands on your sexy curves while I run my tongue along your nipples, baby...
Me: Yes...
Declan: I want you to play with your clit and then put two fingers in and if you can add a third for me, baby. I am so hard thinking about how wet you are.
I circle my swollen clit with my thumb and push my middle finger and forefinger into my sex. The feeling is so intense that I am shocked. I imagine Declan is playing with my clit while pushing his big fingers into my sex, then I think of his tongue sucking on my nipples, swirling around my nubs. Oh, my fuck, it feels so good. I pump myself with two fingers and think of how badly I wish he was here to do this. My whole body is tingling and my toes are curling as I am fingering myself. The pressure is building as I am moaning louder and louder and I can feel myself contract on my own fingers. It feels like something is building. Then it ripples through me as I orgasmed for the first time by myself, thinking about Declan. I chant his name as I come hard all over my fingers. Fuck! I am breathing heavily, and my mouth is dry. I guess that is what an orgasm feels like.
Me: …
Declan: Did you come for me, baby?
Me:??Yes… I did.??
Declan: You are so sexy when you blush. Do you feel good?
Me: Yes, I do. But uh…