Page 35 of The Handoff

She nodded, and her dark eyes lit up. “I know. I just don’t want you to get hurt. He’s a senior and well…”

“I’m a freshman, I know. I don’t need to spell out all the reasons why I really need to be careful. I just have to take it one step at a time.”

“I know. You were a virgin, so it’s natural for you to get caught up in it all. I’m sorry for being so harsh.”

“Can’t I just enjoy it?”

She shrugged. “Sure. I want to hear all the dirty details, especially since I could not spend the night in my room, but after you get me another plate of bacon.”

I accepted the deal, thinking maybe I wouldn’t just get one plate, but two. I had a feeling one plate wouldn’t be enough to satisfy me, as I was about to spill all the dirty details.

***

I’d been playing it cool the last few days. When it came to exactly one week of dating, I resisted the urge to celebrate. After all, it was a big deal to me, but I didn’t want to scare him. I was becoming a girl who took my role seriously, maybe a little too seriously. Every move I made was about him. I felt as if I was obsessing and, as Tanya had warned me, I decided I had to slow it down. I made sure on occasion, if the girls wanted to chill, I went out with them. I studied, worked at the library, and did everything to spend time with him, but I kept my distance at the same time. Occasionally, it just felt like too much hard work, as if I was thinking about what to do all the time. I had to stop being so uptight and just go with the flow. I would wait for him to finish class like I was doing now, but not every single day.

I would be an ex-girlfriend within a short space of time, and to make things even worse, be called a stalker.

“Wow, did you really wait after class for me?” He smiled at me, and his hazel eyes turned a shade of green as they did in the sunlight.

“Yeah, it’s a bit sappy, right? I mean, maybe I shouldn’t have done it?” I asked as some guys from the football team passed us. We stood facing each other, ignoring the kissing sounds they were making.

He took my hand and said, “It’s cool. What do you fancy for lunch? Diner or something else?”

I smiled. “I wouldn’t mind what we had yesterday.”

He winked. “It was as if you read my mind.”

We automatically headed to my room. I didn’t want to eat, I wanted to return the favor by having his cock in my mouth. I craved to not only see it, but feel and taste every last drop of his cum. He’d turned me into a dirty girl; I just hoped that he wouldn’t be disappointed if I didn’t satisfy him and couldn’t perform as I did yesterday.

“Is Tanya in the dorm?”

“No,” I said as we headed to my dorm. I was too shy to look at him, worried that I would explode and change my mind. But I couldn't say that I skipped a couple of classes and spent the whole daydreaming about him was an understatement.

I needed to talk to Tanya, she was more experienced than I was. When I told her that I was a virgin, she didn’t treat me as if I had some kind of disease. She told me that she wished she had saved hers and gave it to someone better. I didn’t ask what she meant by that, but I knew one thing for sure, I would never say that about Dane, no matter what happened in the future. I wouldn’t regret this moment for a lifetime.

As soon as we reached my room, there was no denying what we wanted to do. Dane felt different this time, not like before. He nervously looked around the room as if he didn’t know what to do with himself, and Dane was the kind of guy that walked into the room as he’d done so many times before and he dropped his bag by the door. This time, he hesitated as he moved from my table to Tanya’s. Then, he pulled the chair back against the table and put his bag down as if it was full of precious jewels.

“Dane?”

He stood watching his bag, as if he was too scared to look in my direction. Maybe he changed his mind.

“You don’t want me?” I asked, putting my hands on my hips.

He moved slowly toward me, avoiding eye contact, his eyes met mine for a brief second and he whispered, “Sure.”

“I thought we would never get here,” he growled as he started to fuck my mouth with his tongue. It was as if he was thinking about last night and the early hours of the morning just as much as I was, and without hesitation, I pushed him, because I didn’t want to get lost in the moment. I tried sucking one guy off and it didn’t work.

I knew that no matter what I did, I wouldn’t disappoint Dane and he would appreciate my efforts. The guy made me feel as if I could do anything. Then again, he wasn’t any ordinary guy, he was my boyfriend.

I slowly undid his belt and he smiled at me. He had lust written in his eyes as they were dark, but somehow, they lit up like a Christmas tree at the idea of me giving him pleasure.

“You got me off last night, and I want to do the same to you,” I purred seductively. He backed away and gave me space as I tried to find a comfortable position on the floor.

“You sure about this? You don’t have to do this. I didn’t ask you to be my girlfriend to be some kind of sex machine.”

I shook my head because I was disappointed by his reaction. “It’s not like that at all. I want you… like all the time. Not only sexually, but mentally, too.”

I’d said too much. I should be used to lying; after all, it’d become so natural from the first time I started spilling lies to Tanya.

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