“Ava.”
“Excuse me?”
Ava blinked and turned her eyes back to the doctor. “Call me Ava. Matheson is my stepfather’s name.”
“But he raised you? Your stepfather and your mother raised you, didn’t they?”
“Yes.”
“And you only recently met your biological father.”
Her eyes narrowed. “Is that why Mom and Carl insisted on this appointment? Because of my father?”
“He’s a new presence in your life.”
“Not really. I’ve been a fan for years.”
He gave her blank look.
Ava sighed. “Yes, he’s a new presence.”
“He’s a musician?”
“Please don’t pretend you don’t know who my father is. It’s irritating. I knew him as an old friend of my mother’s—that’s it. When I found out he was my actual father, it wasn’t a big deal. I’ve known since I was little that Carl adopted me.”
“But you had no idea the man was your real father.”
“No.”
“Did he know you were his?”
“Yes, but he agreed to let my mom raise me. He’s not the most… together person. He knows that.”
Asner paused thoughtfully. “Do you think your voices have anything to do with your father? A shared… creativity, perhaps?”
She curled her lip. “My father—as messed up as he is—is a brilliant composer. He hears music in his head and writes it down and makes lots of money. I hear garbled voices I don’t understand. Not really the same thing. You don’t get locked up for being a brilliant composer.”
“Do you fear being institutionalized?”
The fierce expression returned. “Why would I? As you said, I’m a successful photojournalist. Plus, thanks to my surprise dad, I’m rich enough to be eccentric instead of crazy.”
He couldn’t stop his own smile. “Tell me more about your voices. What do they say?”
She shifted again, and her eyes drifted back to the window. “I don’t know.”
“What do you mean?”
“I mean exactly what I said.”
“So youdon’thear language. You don’t hear other people’s thoughts?”
“I don’t know what I hear.” Her eyes swung back and narrowed on him. “But I know you believe me more than the others. I wonder why that is.”
“I’m an open-minded individual.”
“Maybe.”
“Tell me more. How do you know I believe you? Can you hear me?”