Chapter 28

Sam

I’m trying to watchthe movie with Harlow, but I don’t even remember what movie we are watching. All I can focus on is her curled up on my chest, her black hair tickling my neck as she rubs circles over my belly button.

My cock is so hard, I don’t think there is any way she doesn’t notice. But she’s been nice enough not to mention it.

I want her. So bad that my heart aches everyday I don’t touch her in the way I truly want to.

Since Axel and I took that next step in our relationship, we’ve been exploring each other a lot more. We haven’t had sex, that I’m not ready for just yet.

On the other hand, I wanted to explore things with Harlow first. I’ve thought about making love to them so many times. Late at night when I can’t sleep, thoughts of my hands roaming their bodies, my cock being buried in Harlow’s center or Axel’s ass. I’ve cum so many times at the thought of being with them.

I know they both are okay with sharing, but one thing that I can’t stop thinking about is when I get to be with them in that way, I want us all together. It just feels right.

“Harlow.” My voice comes out hoarse as I swallow the nerves racing through my body right now.

“Hmmm?” she hums as she kisses my chest through my T-shirt.It’s now or never, Sam. Don’t be embarrassed, she will never judge you for anything, ever.

“Can...can I taste you?” God, that sounds so random. I cringe inwardly. I’m so bad at this. But it got her attention.

She looks up at me, her bright blue eyes shining with curiosity and a bit of excitement.

“Taste me how? As in a kiss?” she asks, moving onto her elbow and leaning up to capture my lips with hers. I moan, my hand tangling in her hair as I deepen the kiss. My tongue glides over hers as they dance together in perfect harmony. My cock throbs with need, my fingers twitching to reach down and relieve some of the pressure.

“Not quite,” I rasp out, my heart beating wildly in my chest, my eyes wide with lust. “But I would never turn that down. You taste like happiness and sunshine,” I breathe, giving her a smile.

She giggles. “That’s a first. Normally, I taste like death and blood.”

“Not to me,” I laugh. “Never with me.”

“Well, if a kiss isn’t what you're asking for, what is?” she asks, reaching up to brush my bottom lip, her thumb coming back with red lipstick and her smile widens.

The smile slips from my face, and the nerves come racing back. “Umm...”Fuck, why does this have to be so hard?She loves me, she wants me, and we’re in a relationship. Why do I have to be so awkward and inexperienced when it comes to all of this.

“Sam. You can tell me anything, ask me anything, and it’s yours.” I could get lost in her ocean eyes for days.

“I wanna taste you, make you feel good,” I whisper, almost afraid to say the words and be denied.

She bites her lips, her eyes growing hooded and my cock jerks as she trails her fingers down my chest. “Do you want my pussy, Sam?” she purrs. Her voice weaves a spell that I never wanna break.

Words won’t form on my lips, so I just nod a few times.

“Wanna know a secret?” she asks, licking her lower lip. I nod again. “I’ve been wet since the movie started. Being in your arms, smelling your clean laundry smell, mixed with your after shave and your strong arms wrapped around me, holding me. I want you, Sam. Always.”

Fuck. I let out a whimper as she sits up. “If you want me, Sam, I’m yours.” She grips the bottom of her shirt and pulls it up over her head.

My breathing starts to pick up as I stare at the lacy bra covering her breasts. She takes that off next, letting them fall free, then reaches up to palm her breasts, giving them a squeeze before pulling at her pebbled nipples.

I watch in fascination as she gets to her knees and pulls down her sleep shorts and panties, baring herself to me. Her pussy has a neatly trimmed layer of hair, and all I wanna do is brush my nose against it as I lap at her folds.Fuck.I’ve never wanted to do any of this, to anyone. The idea before wasn’t even on my radar. But with Harlow and Axel, they bring out new sides of me. It makes me feel... normal. Almost like I’m less broken than before.

My mouth waters as her hand slides over her belly before dipping between her legs. Her eyes close as she lets out a moan that almost has me cumming in my pants.

I don’t dare move, afraid if I do, I’ll wake up and this will have all been a dream.

She plays with herself for a moment before removing her hand and holding her fingers out. They’re wet with her juices, and I almost die at what she says next. “Wanna taste?” Her voice is husky, and my brain short circuits.

“Yes.” I rasp when my brain comes back online. With my body trembling, I move to sit up and lean forward. I don’t look away as I suck her fingers into my mouth.