CHAPTER 19
 
 OLIVE
 
 I’m sohorny I’m going to fucking die.
 
 And it’s not the time or place for this.
 
 As soon as the elevatordings, I limp to my bedroom, locking the door behind me.
 
 I strip my clothes off and step into the shower for the second time today, washing any evidence of my arousal off my body.
 
 This isridiculous.
 
 But as I wrap myself in the plush towel and finish brushing my teeth, a fresh wave of arousal hits me.
 
 There’s three Alphas in this house.
 
 Any of them could take me.
 
 Stop!
 
 Frantically, I yank open the closet doors and pull out the plush blankets they gifted me. I throw them on the bed haphazardly, then drop my towel and dive-bomb onto the bed like a lunatic.
 
 I roll around on the blankets like a fucking cat, my cunt clenching and desperate for release.
 
 I fluff them up, creating a nest for myself, then stretch and moan as the fabric dances across my skin.
 
 Oh, no.
 
 This is very, very bad.
 
 Bucking my hips into the air, desperate for touch, I whine as slick flows out of me, staining the blankets.
 
 Suppressants. I need an extra dose of suppressants.
 
 I crawl over to the nightstand and twist open the bottle, popping another one into my mouth. After I swallow it, I look at the label on the bottle.
 
 They’re the maximum dosage.
 
 “Fuck,” I hiss, fighting to keep my arousal in check.
 
 What if they hear me?
 
 Can theysmellme?
 
 My last Heat was six months ago. Usually, they’re mild, and resting in bed with a vibrator and silicone knot for a day or two usually does the trick.
 
 But this time, the only knots within reach belong to Killian, Dylan, and Brock.
 
 STOP!
 
 I can’t think about their knots.
 
 But as I wrap myself back in the blankets, fluffing the pillows and crowding them around me, I can’t get comfortable.
 
 I need more blankets. More fabrics. I want to burrow underallof them until I’m anchored down by a massive pile.
 
 There’s got to be more around here.