It has always been just me.
I don’t need a fucking bodyguard or a man, or five, to help me out of this situation. I never have and I never will. I am Ruby Bellingham. Black Widow.
With a steady hand, I take a couple of slow steps forward and snatch the chipper from the counter. I stab myself in the neck with it before I can think about what I’m doing, wincing from the pinch, but not freaking out like a lunatic because of it.
“Happy?” I growl.
“Are you?” he growls back, the implication quite clear.
He has taken my threats seriously, but he is unbelievably pissed off about it. As he should be. I would be if the roles were reversed.
“For now,” I snarl, not backing down an inch, even though my insides have withered into a sliver of nothing except darkness at forcing the memories of my time with Boomer down and back into the box.
“Good. Let’s go.” He turns away but I stop him.
“Wait,” I say. “Does this Adam even know who I am?”
He shrugs. “Guess you will find out when you get there.”
“Great,” I mutter loudly. “So think on my feet after being complicit in the murder of the head of the Irish mob on my turf, two hours sleep, a sip of coffee and no food.”
“Way I hear it, that’s when you do your best work,” Vinnie says, stumping me with the assbackward praise.
Sighing, I remain silent and follow him out of the mansion to a big black Hummer, and climb in the backseat to contemplate exactly what my move is going to be once I get to this dive strip club.
As it stands, I haven’t got a fucking clue.