My feelings for this strangely confident man were growing by the second as his palms caressed my inner thighs. How could I be so comfortable with him while also feeling like he was sending electrical surges all through my body?
His tongue explored every fold and curve of my skin, then he circled my swollen nub before sweeping straight across it. My hips shifted and my fingers trailed around the outside of his ears, caressing any bit of skin I could reach.
"Easy, gorgeous," he murmured. His warm breath drifted across me, sending more shivers up my spine. "Just be still and come on my tongue."
Nobody had ever said anything like that to me before. Lying back, I tried to relax as his tongue slipped slowly over and around my sensitive clit. His fingers began exploring my entrance, circling several times before tentatively gliding inside. I could feel how wet I was as he moved inside me.
"You're so sexy," Hawk's deep voice rasped. "Give it to me, baby. Let me feel you."
Tension was already building as every single muscle seemed to prickle in anticipation. Knowing that this incredible man genuinely thought I was sexy shifted something in my mind.
I didn't need to be proper anymore. I only had to feel and experience life for myself.
"Yes," I whispered. "Mmm, just a little more…"
His tongue began lapping steadily quicker as I felt myself falling. My thighs clamped around his head as I screamed – a flash of energy surging through me as I came so hard I couldn't see for a moment.
As I stared into Hawk's eyes, I could feel his satisfaction was as deep as my own. He wanted me.
I wasn't just some girl who happened to be in his cousin's apartment. Hawk was feeling the same deep, gut-wrenching pull that I was.
But even though I dearly wanted it to happen, I wasn't yet sure whether I could let us be real, with all of the baggage that would come with that.