With a gasp, I pull my shaft back. “I’m sorry – I feel so close to you that my mind is scrambled and I forgot to ask. Do you have any condoms?”
“I’m on the pill.”
I cut her off with a quick kiss. “Are you sure you want me?”
“Yes. I want you.”
My vision blurs from the intensity of this moment. This incredible woman wants me. Completely. I know that she loves me already.
Most importantly, she’s going to let me love her.
CHAPTER FIFTEEN
~ Tanis ~
I honestly thought this might not ever happen for me.
Love. Reckless, fierce, and slightly savage. The kind of love that is almost out of control.
But it’s happened, it’s here, and it’s real.
It’s both hilarious and precious that we’re not admitting it for the moment.
This bond with Felix is more than I could have ever imagined. His body, his breath, everywhere we connect is so beautifully deep.
I would never have dreamed that anyone could love me unconditionally.
One of the things I admire most about Felix is that he is so open with his feelings. He’s not afraid to share. Not afraid to look thoughtful or weak or odd.
His body feels so solid and warm over mine. Overpowering, but not controlling. He’s protective. Maybe even a bit obsessed.
It’s going to take a bit of time and soul-searching for me to admit that it feels absolutely incredible to be so wanted.
“I needed you so badly from the first second I saw you,” he murmurs, as I feel the round head of his huge, hard shaft slipping gently up and down along my entrance.
The muscles in his shoulders ripple as he moves slowly, kissing along my forehead as he barely slips inside me. I’ve never felt this wet before, and hope that he can feel how much I want him.
Felix’s head dips, dragging his tongue up my throat as he slowly inches inside. Just when I think he’s going to open me completely, he withdraws, grazing my clit until I hear myself whimper.
“You’re mine,” he says through clenched teeth, his large body grounding me somehow.
I feel like the entire universe has shrunk down to this bed, where he’s about to claim me in a primitive way that I need so very badly.
He’s frozen, holding his breath as his thick shaft stretches me open so slowly. I love how careful he is with me. He’s the life raft I’ve been reaching for my entire life. Someone to hold onto, to help me find my direction and make it to the shore.
His endless thrust sinks deeper, as my slippery tunnel wraps around him like a glove. The sensation of being stretched open is strange. It’s a bit much to take, but with deep, focused breathing and the intoxicating feeling of being taken, I’m able to stifle my gasps through the rough patch.
“God dammit, baby,” his deep voice barely above a whisper. “Please tell me I’m not hurting you.”
“It’s amazing, but just…slow down for a minute,” I beg.
“Of course. Anything you want.”
My legs spread wider, hooking my knees around his hips as my heels drop onto the thick muscles of his legs.
I’m floating and falling as his huge length finally pushes into me completely. I’ve never been so full. Of lust, of love, of him.
His lips fall to my ear. “I didn’t even know a woman could get this wet. You’re messing with my mind, Tanis. So beautiful and perfect and I can’t believe that you’re all mine.”