“That’s exactly what I think. You’re still so young, Izzy. You have no idea what you’re doing. Especially when it comes to Logan.”
“Am I not allowed to make my own decisions now? My own mistakes, if it comes to that?”
I turn my back on Joshua, fuelled by adrenaline and fully prepared to simply leave him behind, but he grabs my arm.
“Listen to me. I’m your big brother. The rest of the world has fucked us over, so don’t expect me to stand back and watch my best friend try his luck with you. That man is my friend, but I don’t trust him one bit. I’m just asking you to be cautious, all right? Can you do that for me?”
I turn back one last time and look my brother dead in the eyes. “I appreciate you looking out for me. I really do. But maybe it’s time things changed. Maybe this time, I’m done being cautious.”
CHAPTER 5
Logan
I don’t remember getting in the car, but now I’m driving way too fast through the streets of New York. I know I should really slow down. In fact, I should get the hell out of this car before I do something really stupid. But at this time of night, the streets aren’t as packed and driving always seems to clear my head.
I woozily recall the conversation I had with Joshua. I can’t help feeling angry and confused. Yes, I dote on his sister. Yes, I’d love to make her mine. Yes, I’d love to do things to her that are so dirty that I feel like I need a cold shower just thinking of them. But I had never planned to make a move.
And yet now, with Joshua telling me that I can’t, I want her even more. I want to feel her luscious lips on mine. I want to watch them trail down my chest to my cock. I want her to suck me dry. I want to come in her pretty little mouth and watch her swallow my load. Of course, there are some fantasies that can never be.
I’m so lost in thought that I haven’t been paying attention to the road. I skid to a halt at a set of traffic lights, my heart racing. In one evening, everything has turned upside down. I’ve finally gotten closer to Isabella, but almost lost my best friend. It seems like I can’t have both at this point – but what do I choose? The woman I can’t stop thinking about, or the man that’s trying to stop me from having her, my best friend?
CHAPTER 6
Isabella
I head into work this morning with a slight hangover. Joshua was right about one thing last night…I cannot handle alcohol at all. But even with a pounding head and a knotted stomach, I am fully ready to take on this day. This is my opportunity to show my worth to everyone in the company. Most importantly, to show my worth to Logan.
I spent forever getting ready this morning. I put on my best work dress, one that shows off all my curves whilst keeping myself professional and decent, and did my makeup with care and precision. I even used Logan’s company’s products to show how dedicated I am to his brand. I’m going to prove myself to be an asset to him today.
It’s hard not to fantasize about where this meeting will take me today, both in my career and with Logan. If he likes my ideas, maybe he will want to hear more from me. Maybe we’ll discuss matters over dinner, this time without my brother making things uncomfortable and awkward. And maybe we’ll take it back to his penthouse apartment, have a few drinks together, and switch from business to pleasure as he takes me through to his bedroom.
I’m wet between my legs just thinking about it as I walk into the office building and press the button for the elevator. As someone who has never been touched by anyone, but myself, I’m still a little unfamiliar with these feelings. Only Logan has ever stirred them in me. But now, I’m blushing in the elevator into work, unable to control how I feel. My panties are soaked as I imagine Logan’s tongue exploring in between my legs. What is wrong with me?
The elevator feels too crowded as we all pile in, and I ride it to my floor. Someone from accounting gives me a strange look. Maybe he can tell what’s running through my mind. Maybe everyone here knows that I have the hots for my boss. Joshua was right…I do need to be more careful. But there’s nothing wrong with thinking about it, right? And there’s nothing anyone can do to stop me from enjoying myself while I’m alone…
I arrived early today, so I have a little time before I need to be in the meeting room. As everyone gets out of the elevator, I head straight for the bathroom. I’m delighted to find it empty. Logan’s company has a serious lack of female employees, but right now, I’m glad. It means I’ll have some privacy for what I’m about to do.