Megan?"
 
 I closed my eyes and struggled to speak. She
 
 drew closer.
 
 "What was that? You're sorry about how you've
 
 been treating me at school? It's too late for apologies.
 
 What's done is done, but not buried. It will always be
 
 here," she said pointing to her temple.
 
 "You're going to be blamed," I said. louder. She
 
 heard one word at least.
 
 "Blamed?" She laughed, "Me? What can I be
 
 blamed for? I've never been in trouble, never been
 
 sent to the principal, never had a dissatisfactory
 
 checked on my report card, never disobeyed my
 
 mother or father, never came home after I was
 
 supposed to or failed to call if I was going to be late.
 
 Who would blame me?
 
 "Drink your tea and eat your toast. If you're
 
 good, I'll bring you one of your silly movie magazines or beauty magazines. One of those I haven't thrown in
 
 the garbage, that is."
 
 I shook my head.
 
 "Stop," I muttered. "Call the doctor."
 
 "Time for honey-baked ham," she sang and
 
 turned away. We both heard the sound of a doorbell
 
 and she stopped midway to the door. It rang again.
 
 She spun around and glared at me.
 
 "Who's coming to see you? When I'm sick, no
 
 one ever comes to see me. You called one of your
 
 boyfriends, didn't you? Or are they all coming?" Again, the doorbell sounded. It's Austin, I told
 
 myself. Thankfully, it's Austin. He's come for me, just
 
 as he had promised he would,