moment I woke. I was overcome with the urge to
 
 vomit. Wave after wave of nausea kept me from
 
 lifting my head from the pillow. I took deep breaths
 
 and tried to keep myself calm. What was happening to
 
 me? Was it a result from my great physical exertion
 
 yesterday? I still had dull throbbing all over my body. When I turned slightly to my left, my nipples
 
 tingled and then I felt a slight aching in my breasts.
 
 Why should that be? A terrifying hot fear shot up my
 
 spine like mercury moving up a thermometer. I shook
 
 my head to deny the possibility, however another
 
 realization flashed across my brain. I hadn't thought
 
 much about it because I had so many other physical
 
 concerns these days-- but I had missed my period
 
 weeks ago.
 
 All of this hit me like a punch in the stomach
 
 and I couldn't hold myself back any longer. I leaned
 
 over the side of the bed and vomited. As I did I
 
 screamed for Aunt Victoria: I screamed for anyone. I
 
 thought I was dying on the spot. Every time I paused.
 
 I screamed again and again. Finally, she came to my
 
 door.
 
 There was a radical change between what she
 
 had looked like yesterday and what she looked like this morning. As if she had woken from a dream, stopped her sleepwalking or snapped out of a coma, she was the more familiar Aunt Victoria again, at least in appearance. Dressed in one of her business suits, her hair brushed neatly, the makeup gone, including the lipstick, she stood in the doorway and stared in at me with a look of disgust emerging from within her bailey face like a bubble of air rising to the top of
 
 some water.
 
 That maddening mind of hers had slipped back
 
 into the present I thought. I hoped.
 
 "What are you doing?" she asked.
 
 "What am I doing? I'm sick," I said, "How
 
 could you leave me like this?"
 
 "You're disgusting." she said and marched