Farthy--swimming in the indoor pool, cross-country
 
 skiing, hiking to the ocean and back, horseback riding
 
 and sleigh riding--that the first week passed quickly. Tony had an enormous library, and my favorite
 
 book from his well-stocked shelves was Lolita, the
 
 story of an older man's love affair with a twelve-yearold girl, a girl my age! I couldn't believe the things
 
 she did and said. There were parts I reread and reread,
 
 parts that made me blush and made my heartbeat
 
 quicken. I kept the novel buried under the others so
 
 the servants wouldn't know I had been reading it, just
 
 in case any of them knew what it was about. I promised Troy we would spend New Year's
 
 Eve in his room watching television. He was
 
 determined he would stay up until twelve o'clock and
 
 watch the people celebrating in Times Square, in New
 
 York City. He held out until almost eleven, but by
 
 then, his eyes had shut and his little chest rose and fell
 
 in quiet, rhythmic breathing.
 
 A little after eleven-thirty, Daddy called from
 
 Florida. He sounded small and faraway. The phone
 
 line crackled.
 
 "I loved your Christmas present, Daddy. Yours
 
 is waiting for you on your desk at home."
 
 "I'll be there next week, so I'll call you after I
 
 open it," he said. "How are you?"
 
 "I'm okay, Daddy, but I miss you," I said, my
 
 voice nearly breaking.
 
 "And I miss you, too. In a few weeks, come by
 
 and we'll spend a day together in Boston."
 
 "I'll be in school by then, Daddy. You'll have to
 
 come to Winterhaven. But it's not far from here." I
 
 told him about the different things I had been doing. "Sounds like quite a place," he said sadly. "I'd rather be home with you, Daddy." "I know, sweetheart. We will be together soon.