truth about me. We've been living a lie all this time, and now she has taken me from him and brought me here to live with a man twenty years younger than she
 
 is. More lies. Everything is lies, lies, lies!"
 
 But like the coward I am I swallowed my
 
 dream words. The power of the music, the lights, the
 
 excitement and the sight of Tony standing so tall and
 
 handsome at the altar with little Troy looking so
 
 grown up and serious beside him stopped me. I felt
 
 utterly caught up in this madness, tossed about by its
 
 waves. I glanced at Grandma Jana sitting in the front
 
 row and saw her nod and smile at me. Even she was
 
 lost in the ceremony now. Events were flowing over
 
 us. We couldn't hold them back.
 
 Little Troy peeped out from behind Tony,
 
 searching for me. When he saw me, he smiled and
 
 waved. Tony looked down at him and he drew back
 
 smartly. Then Momma took her place at the altar; the
 
 music stopped, and the words began. My heart
 
 pounded at the sound of them, especially the sound of
 
 "To have and to hold from this day forward, for richer
 
 or poorer, through sickness and in health, 'til death do
 
 you part."
 
 Momma had taken the same oath with Daddy
 
 and it hadn't mattered a bit. What did it mean to say
 
 those words, even before an altar? I studied Tony's face to see what was going on in his mind. Did he think the same thing I thought--she had said these words with another man and broken that oath? Did
 
 she mean them now?
 
 Tony gazed into Momma's eyes as she spoke.
 
 He looked bewitched. In some subtle, mysterious
 
 way, she'd managed to gather in his reins, and now
 
 she was in complete control, I thought. He looked
 
 ready to accept anything and say anything to have her.