There was no returning, I thought, and when the
 
 train came rumbling in, I got up immediately to enter
 
 as soon as the doors opened. I found my car quickly
 
 and took a seat by the window. Then I put my suitcase
 
 overhead, set Angel beside me snugly and waited
 
 anxiously. There was room for at least three other
 
 people, but only an elderly gentleman came into my
 
 car. He nodded, smiled, took his seat and immediately
 
 began reading his newspaper.
 
 Finally, the train began to pull away. My heart
 
 thumped in rhythm with the thump of the train's
 
 wheels as they turned on the tracks. The station
 
 disappeared behind us and we shot out into the
 
 twilight, heading south, heading away from the only
 
 world I had ever known.
 
 "Ticket, miss?" the conductor said. I had it
 
 clutched in my hand and handed it to him quickly. He
 
 punched it and smiled. I sat back and looked out the
 
 window as the train snaked on, carrying me into tunnels of darkness and over hills toward new horizons. We seemed to be riding into the
 
 approaching night, the darkness crawling toward us. I caught glimpses of stars peeping down between clouds. They never seemed farther away than they did
 
 now.
 
 The train rocked on. From time to time, I saw
 
 the lights of other cities or houses out in the distance,
 
 their windows a warm yellow. Within those houses,
 
 families sat together having dinner. Those children
 
 felt safe and secure with parents who loved them.
 
 They weren't as rich as I was, and their homes could
 
 fit in one corner of Farthinggale Manor and be lost,
 
 but they would be going to sleep in their own beds
 
 tonight and their parents would kiss them good night.