something."
 
 "Did you?" Momma and I had gone shopping
 
 for Christmas presents and spent nearly all our time
 
 trying to find something "right" for Tony, since he
 
 had so much. She decided to get him a solid gold tie
 
 clip with diamonds on the ends. Then she had "Love,
 
 Jillian" inscribed on the back. I'd had trouble thinking
 
 of anything good enough for Daddy. Mittens and silk
 
 ties, expensive after-shave lotions, suede gloves, a
 
 new pipe holder . . . nothing had the right meaning for
 
 a Daddy that wouldn't open the gift with me there
 
 beside him.
 
 Then I saw something at one of the department stores that was not as expensive as other gifts I could get him, but filled my heart with pleasure and warmth when I thought of him unwrapping it and gazing at it. It was a special photograph to be taken next to a Christmas tree. On the bottom, the photographer embossed "Merry Christmas." And you could have your name embossed and the date, too. I bought a
 
 handsome light pine frame for it as well.
 
 When I posed for the picture, I smiled as
 
 warmly and as lovingly as I could, for I knew it would
 
 be the smile that Daddy would see forever and ever,
 
 especially when he was lonely and wanted to think of
 
 me. I had it wrapped and left it on Daddy's desk at our
 
 Boston home so he would find it as soon as he
 
 returned from his trip.
 
 I decided to buy Troy an erector set, since he
 
 was so good with his hands. It was a toy, but he could
 
 do something creative with it too. It even had a little
 
 electric motor, so if he made a tiny Ferris wheel, it
 
 would actually turn. He was very excited about it
 
 when he opened the package and saw it. To my
 
 surprise, he knew exactly what it was. He got up
 
 quickly and gave me a big hug and kiss.
 
 "Thank you, Leigh. Now look at my present to