it would be Cory's made of yellow, with green and
 
 black splotches, and tiny little red stone eyes. Our
 
 trees were made of brown cording, combined with
 
 tiny tan pebbles to look like bark, and the branches
 
 gracefully entwined so brightly colored birds could perch or fly between the leaves. Chris and I had taken chicken feathers from old pillows and dipped them in watercolors, and dried them, and used an old toothbrush to comb the matted hairs, and make them
 
 lovely again.
 
 It may be conceited to say that our picture showed
 
 signs of true artistry, and a great deal of creative
 
 ingenuity. Our composition was balanced, yet it had
 
 rhythm, style . . . and a charm that had brought tears
 
 to our mother's eyes when we showed it to her. She
 
 had to turn her back so we, too, wouldn't cry. Oh, yes,
 
 by far this collage was the very best piece of artwork
 
 we had as yet turned out.
 
 Trembling, apprehensive, I waited to time my
 
 approach so her hands would be empty. Since the
 
 grandmother never looked at Chris, and the twins
 
 were so terrified of her they shriveled in her presence,
 
 it was up to me to give her the gift . . . and darned if I
 
 could make my feet move. Sharply, Chris nudged me
 
 with his elbow. "Go on," he whispered, "she'll go out
 
 the door in a minute."
 
 My feet seemed nailed to the floor. I held the long
 
 red package across both my arms. From the very
 
 positioning it seemed a sacrificial offering, for it
 
 wasn't easy to give her anything, when she had given us nothing but hostility, and was waiting her chance to
 
 give us pain.
 
 That Christmas morning, she succeeded very well
 
 in giving us pain, even without a whip or a word. I wanted to greet her in the proper way and say,
 
 "Merry Christmas Day, Grandmother. We wanted to