Then he grabbed my hips pulling them to the edge of desk. He used his fingers to move my panty panel out of the way and then he slammed that monster cock inside me. I felt a piercing pain that had me crying out, and then fire scorch my insides that had me whimpering. Holy God, he was in me. Despite the pain, it excited me.

And then I was empty. I looked up at him as he backed away, sliding his hands through his hair.

“Jesus Leah… I’m sorry. Fuck.” He turned away.

“Why are you stopping?” What was going on?

He turned back to me. “I hurt you.” He moved toward me. “I’m sorry, fuck…”

“Isn’t it supposed to hurt the first time?”

He shook his head. “No, it shouldn’t be like that, Leah. Not rough and angry. I’m sorry.” He turned away again as if he was ashamed.

“Then show me what it’s supposed to be like. I want to know, Sebastian.”

“It will still hurt you.”

“I don’t care. I liked you being inside me.”

He stared at me like he didn’t believe me. I stood, feeling a little wobbly. I took my dress and undergarments off, watching his eyes as they took appreciative inventory of my body.

“There’s something the fuck wrong with me.”

“No.” I rushed to him, pressing my hand to his cheek. “Stop fighting yourself Sebastian and take what you want. I’m offering it to you.” I took his hand in mine and set it on my breast. In all the encounters we’d had, foreplay was never a part of it. He’d never touched my breasts even though I was certain he’d wanted to. He’d been trying so hard to keep his distance, he’d reduced our time to simply getting off. I hoped I could change that tonight.

His fingers brushed over my nipple, and it felt delicious. “You’re fucking beautiful, Leah.”

I smiled, as his words washed over me, making me warm.

He looked into my eyes. “I’m a little drunk.”

I shook my head. “Not too drunk.”

He stared at me, and I waited to see which side of him was going to win.

Finally, he took my hand and walked me to his couch. “Lay down.”

As I lay on the couch, he undressed, and my heart sang. I’d seen his dick, and it was spectacular, but I’d never seen his sculpted chest, his strong arms, his entire sexy naked body.

Finally, he stood, with nothing on, his dick sticking straight out. I wanted to sit up and suck it, but decided I’d let him lead. He’d told me to lay down, so I waited as I stretched out on the couch.

“You’re sexy, Sebastian.” I opened my legs. “I’m wet just looking at you.”

His eyes were filled with confusion. “What are you doing to me?”

I smiled. “I was thinking this was about what you’re going to do to me.”

He sat on the edge of the couch. “Are you sure about this, Leah? There’s so many reasons why this shouldn’t happen.”

“But it already has. Technically, I’m not a virgin anymore.”

“Fuck.” He looked away for a moment. “I’m going to show you how good it can be, okay? I’ll make that mistake right.”

I smiled pressing my hand to his cheek again. “I trust you, Sebastian.”

He scoffed. “I don’t deserve that.”

“Touch me,” I said wanting to stop his self-flagellation.

He nodded. I’d hoped he’d kiss me, but he didn’t. Instead, his hands caressed my arms, then my chest. Finally, his palms rubbed my nipples, the rough abrasion sending a throbbing need to my pussy. I arched, pushing my breasts into his hands.

“You have fantastic tits, Leah.” He bent over, wrapping his lips around my nipple and sucking.

“Oh god.” I held his head there, wanting him to keep sucking. “I feel that all the way to my pussy.”

He chuckled. “Then I’m doing it right.” He released one breast and sucked the other as he kneaded the first with his hand.

I reached out to touch his dick, but he pushed my hand away.

“I’m showing you, remember.” He scooted down the couch, pushing my legs apart. “Put this leg on the back of the couch.” He pushed the other, so it was off the couch and my legs were spread wide, exposing my aching, dripping pussy. He leaned toward it and inhaled. “I love the scent of your pussy, Leah. I love the taste of it.” This his mouth was on me, and tiny rockets started exploding in my brain. I writhed as his lips and mouth worked my pussy, driving me mad.

“Not like that…” I gasped.

“Yes, you’ll come just like that.” He sucked my clit, and then I felt something enter my pussy.

“I want your dick—” Oh god whatever he was doing felt so good.

“Soon. First, you’ll come in my mouth. I want to taste your pussy juice.”

I looked down at him, and realized he had his long fingers inside me, fucking me as his mouth did all sorts of delicious things to my clit. Deciding he knew what he was doing, I relaxed and focused on the pleasure that built inside me.