Page 6 of The Secrets We Keep

I mentally take in what I am wearing. I’m in black dress pants and a deep purple blouse. I’m not wearing much for makeup, just mascara. My hair is pulled into a messy bun that sits on top of my head. A few loose strands frame my face. At least I look decent. I say to myself.

“I’m hoping we can try this again. I can't seem to get you out of my head and don't want to stay away." He says so matter of factly. His words take me by surprise. It’s kinda hot and a little scary at the same time.

“I think I would like that.”

"Good.”

I’m learning he’s not a man of many words. I unlock the door and motion for him to come in. As we make our way inside and I take the flowers from him.

“Thank you for these. They are beautiful.”

“Like you.” He replies.

I can feel my cheeks heat, so I turn to look for a vase or something to stick these flowers in. The condo I’m renting came fully furnished so hopefully there’s a vase here somewhere.

After not finding a vase I opted for a tall glass for the time being.

Landon is just standing at the counter watching me, it's a little intimidating so I try to break the ice.

“So, what have you been up to?” I ask.

“Just working and working out.”

“I didn’t know you worked out, are you one of those gym rats who goes all the time?” I joke.

He laughs a little, “Not really a gym rat, whatever that is. I like to stay in shape and stay healthy.”

With that statement, my thoughts take a turn. What does his body look like under his shirt? I stare at his arms. Can he get any hotter? Suddenly I’m pulled out of my thoughts by him clearing his throat. Damn it I’ve been caught.

“Like what you see?”

Great, I’ve definitely been caught.

“I have no idea what you are talking about.” I put on a sly grin. I can play this game too, I think. He walks around the counter and I glance downward.

“Don’t do that. I want to see your eyes.”

I look back up and look into his eyes. I see something flicker in them, heat, desire maybe.

“Let’s go grab something to eat, my treat.”

“Okay but I’m choosing where.”

“Deal.” He replies before grabbing my hand tightly, pulling me towards the door.

After dinner, Landon takes me back to my place. Walks me to the door, kisses my cheek and says good night. He says nothing else as he walks away. He's so hard to figure out. Once inside, I instantly touch my cheek. I can still feel his lips there. I wonder what his lips would feel like on my lips. When he pulled away I got a slight whiff of his cologne. Woodsy scent and boy did it smell good. Girl, get it together.

What do I do now? I’ve never really dated, I was a workaholic and I didn’t do the serious dating scene. I was dedicated to my career. It’s times like this that make me miss Sarah. She would know what to do and give me the best advice. I decide to hop on social media and peak at her. All seems well in her world. I smile a sad smile and decide to turn in for the night.

Chapter 4

I wake up restless. I had several nightmares last night. I need coffee and a hot shower to wash it all away. I pad out to the kitchen and put on the coffee. I look over at the flowers Landon had brought last night. They are truly beautiful. I decide to text him to see what his plans are for the weekend before I hop in the shower.

Getting out of the shower I check my phone and see a text back saying he was just finishing at the gym and that he’s free for the rest of the day. A day with Landon… this calls for a little makeup and looking nice. I can do this. I continue to get ready with my playlist going and a smile never leaving my face.

Landon knocks just as Kelly Clarkson’s Heartbeat song is ending. Perfect timing. I check myself one more time in the mirror. I opted for a light blue v neck shirt with a pair of jeans and wedges. My dirty blonde hair is styled a little. My makeup is minimal, just a little blush and mascara.

I open the door and he’s standing there in a black short sleeve polo shirt with the top button undone, giving me a little peak at his collarbone and dark jeans. He is stunning. His hair is styled in that just fucked look. I almost want to reach up and run my hands through it.

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