Page 10 of The Secrets We Keep

“Ahh!”

Landon slowly pushes inside me.

“You are so tight Evie.”

I bite my lip to hold in the scream that wants to shout holy hell this hurts. Landon’s looking at me strangely, head tilted but doesn’t say a single word. He keeps filling me until he is all the way in, then starts moving a little faster. I feel pain starting to mix with pleasure.

“Ahh Landon.” My mind is racing. So many thoughts, so many feelings.

“So… tight. So fucking tight.” He practically growls the words. The more he moves, the more pleasure begins to take over. The pain is now a dull ache. As Landon moves faster I begin to feel that same building. It’s the same feeling that took me to the stars. I try to match his movements. I need that feeling. I need the stars.

“Baby, you feel so good and tight. I’m not going to be able to last with you squeezing me.”

I moan out, pleasure is still outweighing the pain. I try to arch my back, I need to feel more. I can feel myself starting to come undone. Landon must feel it too.

“That’s it baby. Come undone for me.”

His words are my undoing. I grab at his arms as I call out his name again for the second time tonight. Landon lets out a growl as he starts to move faster. His thrusts are suddenly deeper and harder. It’s way too much for me. From agony, to pleasure, it becomes pure ecstasy. I feel him unleash and it causes me to grab his hair and scream out. No coherent words, I can’t form them. Landon pulls out and looks down before looking back to me with a look of shock.

“Did you forget to tell me something. Something major?”

He sounds angry so I stay quiet.

“Evie, there is blood. You can’t avoid this.”

“What?!” I sit up fast. Oh my gosh, there is blood. “Shit, Landon I am so sorry.” I cover my face in embarrassment. This is so bad, how stupid could I be?! What was I thinking?

“Hey, don’t get shy on me now. Were you a virgin?”

I remove my hands but don’t look at Landon. I can’t.

“I was yes, and I don’t know. It isn’t something I have ever talked about.”

Landon groans, “I could have made your first time special. I would have gone easier. Damnit are you hurt?”

That catches me off guard, “What?”

“Did I hurt you?” He asks.

“Oh, that. No, I’m just a little sore. But I think it’s a good sore.”

I give a little smile hoping to lighten the mood. Landon stands and pulls me to him.

“Let’s get you showered and cleaned up.” He carries me to his bathroom and turns on the shower.

He washes me gently, taking extra care of my sensitive spots. Landon’s body wash smells so good.

“I’m definitely going to feel this tomorrow.” I say letting the water rain down my chest.

“Most likely.” Landon replies as he peppers little kisses on the back of my neck. “I would have been easier if I had known. I’m sorry.”

“Stop, really. It’s fine. I wouldn’t change a thing about tonight. It was perfect.” It’s the truth. I turn my head and give him a kiss on the lips. He exhales and tells me he’s going to get out and grab me a towel. After a few minutes he walks back in, wraps me up in a towel and carries me back into the room.

I curl up in his sheets. It doesn’t escape me that he changed the sheets. They smell of Landon. It’s inviting and relaxing all wrapped up into one.

After shutting up the house, Landon curls up behind me and pulls me to him.

“I could get use to this.” He whispers in my ears.

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