My eyes were coals. My lips melted against my teeth.
Fire seared my throat.
The iron ring around my neck was molten.
I don’t where they are! I don’t know where—
I don’t know! I don’t—
I … I …
I …
* * *
And then I broke.
I told them everything they wanted to know.
Every practiced word.
The arena.
The stables.
The temple.
Darkcottage.
Cave’s End.
I sent them chasing everywhere.
Until the words were gone, and there was only pain.
* * *
Zane was suddenly there. My mother was running for the stick in the corner. Where is she? Where is the brat? The seconds, the years, they swirled in a fog. Zane’s face pressed close to mine. No one will believe you now. You would say anything to save your skin. Keep your mouth shut, or I will kill your mother. It will be your fault if she dies. You can still save her. I blinked and he was gone. Gone. I wasn’t sure if he had ever been there at all.
* * *
Zane, coming back again, and again, his lips touching my ear, whispering my worst nightmares.
* * *
Please. Come back.
Please. Let me die.
But they wouldn’t come back. And they wouldn’t let me die.
* * *
The blanket was wet beneath me, soaked with my sweat. Cold liquid touched my lips. I felt my tongue again.
The pain rolled back. The fire in my throat cooled.
I heard voices. Faces loomed in front of me, but my eyes wouldn’t focus. A hand gently curled around mine. “It’s Jase. Can you hear me, Kazi? I’m here.”