smell the anticipation and tension in the air. Final exams. Final papers. Final oral reports. It was all
 
 upon us.And I was spending my Saturday surfing the Web for a gift for Josh Hollis. Well, that and
 
 Googling what was left of my suspect list. I hadn't done one full minute of studying since Sabine
 
 had left me an hour ago to go hook up with her bio study group. I was so screwing myself, but I
 
 couldn't bring myself to care. I had bigger things on my mind. Like murder. Like first love. Like not
 
 letting the murderer--if it was Ivy--murder my former best friend.
 
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 Sigh.
 
 On the first-love front, it was impossible to find something good for Josh. Nothing said what I
 
 wanted it to say. Namely, "I love you. Doesn't this gift remind you of how much you love me?" I
 
 had been at it for hours, scouring every shopping site from L.L. Bean to art.com to eBay, but had
 
 come up with nothing good. The Holiday Dinner was less than a week away. It was time to admit
 
 defeat--especially since I definitely didn't have the money for overnight shipping. I couldn't pay for
 
 an Internet gift with what little money I had left from the Billings fund, since it was in the form of
 
 cash. All I had was the only-in-emergencies credit card my dad had given me over the summer,
 
 and the less I spent on that, the quicker he would be to forgive me. I went back to art.com,
 
 selected the Gauguin print I had been halfheartedly eyeing, and just ordered the damn thing.
 
 Sigh, sigh.
 
 The sophomore guy next to me vacated his computer and even before the scent of his raspberry
 
 bubble gum had faded into the ether, Marc Alberro had taken his place. He sat down on the chair
 
 sideways so that he could face me, the bulk of his winter coat wedged between desk and chair
 
 back, his book bag on his lap. Instantly, my heart stopped beating and a tingle of fear shot through
 
 me.
 
 "Sorry I haven't returned your message. It's been crazy," he said. "So, what's up?"
 
 I'd been avoiding him since James showed me that video, and glancing over at him now, I found I
 
 couldn't even look him in the eye.
 
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 Could he be the killer? Had he sneaked into Billings while we were all asleep and force-fed those
 
 pills to Cheyenne? Suddenly I felt like I was about to retch.
 
 "What? What's the matter?" Marc asked, tilting his head.