“Nice play, Brennan!” Coach shouted from the sidelines.
 
 I smiled and offered Noelle my hand. But when I looked into her eyes, my heart slammed to a halt. She spat on the ground and glared right through me, seething.
 
 I should have been running downfield after the play, but I
 
 couldn’t move. Cheers erupted near the far goal and Coach blew the whistle. Noelle shoved herself up from the ground and all I could think about was the fact that she was going to kill me. Kill me dead.
 
 For that split second, all the viciousness she was capable of was dis-cernable in her eyes and for some reason I thought of that scar under her clothes, so violent and red. No longer did it seem so very out of place.
 
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 attention to it because I would be playing, sports requirement
 
 or no.
 
 “Oh, I don’t,” she said. Then, off my confused look, “Health
 
 reasons.”
 
 TRUST ME
 
 “Oh.” She didn’t elaborate and I didn’t feel like she wanted me to ask. Of course, now I had one more thing to obsess about. What could Ariana possibly have that would preclude her from fulfilling her physical fitness requirement?
 
 “So . . . making friends?” she asked.
 
 The other sophomores on the team took off right after practice,
 
 “I guess,” I said.
 
 so I walked back to Bradwell alone. I wasn’t sure why my peers
 
 “How’s y
 
 our floor?” she asked.
 
 had decided to alienate me. Because I was new? Because Coach had
 
 “It’s . . . good,” I said. Constance seemed okay and Diana was
 
 singled me out? Because they felt like it?—but I wasn’t surprised.
 
 nice enough.
 
 Alone was my natural state of being. For now.
 
 “What about guys?”
 
 I hoisted my gym bag on my shoulder as I came around the
 
 My mind instantly flashed on Thomas and I felt the cool metal of building toward the front door. The moment I got there, Ariana
 
 the subway token against my sweat-caked skin. The Billings Girls stepped out from the alcove, scaring me nearly to death.
 
 had to respect a girl who caught the attention of a hot senior on her
 
 “Hey,” she said. She clutched a couple of notebooks to her chest.