Page 53 of My First Mistake
As soon as she closes the door after them, she spins around and fixes me with one of her infamous glares. “So, you had a pact?”
I slip my arms around her waist. “In my defense, when we slept together, I had every intention of making it much more than that. I never once considered you a casual hookup, even if my actions said otherwise.”
She hums, eyes raking over my face, no doubt she’s considering how to make me pay. But instead, she smiles and leans into me. “I’m going to miss this place. I’m going to miss you.”
I tuck a strand of hair behind her ear. “I’m going to miss you too.”
She sighs, pressing her cheek against my chest. “I guess we should start clearing that snow, huh? And then we can get back to our lives.”
I have never wanted anything less in my entire life. “Stay with me one more night, Addie.”
It takes her a while to answer, and it feels like an eternity before she does. But then she looks up at me, her lashes wet with tears. “Okay.”
I kiss her tears away. I have to make this work, because losing her now would kill me.
Chapter 32
Addison
# Always say a thorough goodbye
We went to the main hotel earlier, and we said another goodbye to Brax and Eva and to my parents. Then Chase booked his flight and I called Emma and told her I was sorry, but I’d be back home tomorrow. As usual, she was cool, because she’s awesome, but it made me realize how much I’ve missed her—and my little store.
These past eight days have been incredible, but it’s not my life. It’s a fantasy, a wonderful one though, and one I’ll continue to enjoy for every single second that it lasts. Because thinking about tomorrow when we’re going to have to say goodbye is too painful to contemplate right now.
Chase cooked dinner for us, pasta with some dried mushrooms and pancetta, and we finished off the final dregs of bourbon as we washed up after. And now we’re sitting hereacross the kitchen table, staring at each other in silence like this is our first date. I feel nervous for reasons I can’t explain.
“You ready for bed, Firefly?” he finally speaks.
I nod, nerves and excitement fluttering low in my belly.
He pushes back his chair and then takes my hand before leading me through the cabin. Once we’re in the bedroom, he undresses me slowly, trailing kisses over the skin he exposes. “You are so incredibly fucking beautiful, Addie,” he groans as he crouches down onto his heels to pull off my jeans. Then his hands glide up the outside of my thighs, to my panties. Torturously slowly, he peels them down my legs before helping me to step out of them. His nose rubs over my pussy and he growls, feral and unrestrained. My knees tremble.
He glides his palms up my inner thighs and I part my legs for him, allowing his fingers to slip through my slick center. “And this pussy is so fucking sweet, Addie.” He swirls his tongue over my clit. “Do you have any idea what you do to me, baby?”
I thread my fingers through his hair and rock my hips against his mouth. “No.”
“You drive me fucking crazy.” He grunts before picking me up and tossing me onto the bed.
And then he undresses for me. Revealing his thick biceps and the toned muscles of his chest inch by inch. And when he pushes his jeans down over his solid thighs and lets his thick cock bob free, I suck in a stuttered breath. Something about this feels different. Maybe it’s because this will be the last time we do this, maybe ever. His life is in LA, and mine is not.
When he’s naked, he crawls over me, peppering kisses over my skin until he reaches my neck. I wrap my legs around his hips and pull him closer, until the thick crown of him is nudging me open.
“You want this, baby?”
“Yes, please.” I arch my back, needing him inside me.
He sinks inside me in one smooth thrust. “Then it’s all yours, Addie. I’m all yours.”
“And I’m yours, Chase.” I wrap my arms around his neck, prepared for him to rail into me the way he usually does, but instead, he slowly rocks his hips, sweeping the tip of his dick over a sweet spot deep inside me that has every cell in my body trembling.
“Oh, God.”
“Not God, Addie. Only me.” He pulls out and sinks in deeper, making my eyes roll back in my head. “You take my cock so well. I love how deep I can get inside you like this.”
“So deep,” I whimper.
“Yeah,” he growls before sinking his teeth into the base of my neck.
