Page 20 of My First Mistake
Pleasure is building in my core, snaking through my limbs and winding through my veins. He’s staring down at me, his eyesintense and his mouth twitching with the hint of a smile while he watches me unravel beneath him.
“You look so fucking beautiful coming undone for me, Firefly.”
I suck in a stuttered breath. Light flickers behind my eyelids. He sinks his fingers deeper and brushes the pad of his thumb over my clit and I explode like a billion tiny fire bursts.
His mouth rests against my ear. “There she is,” he says softly, gently working his fingers to coax every ounce of ecstasy from my trembling body. I’m still shaking when he slides his fingers out of me. He holds my gaze when he places them in his mouth and sucks them clean, humming appreciatively. When he releases them, he curses under his breath.
“Is everything okay?”
“No.” He grins at me. “You taste incredible, and I think you’re about to ruin me for any other woman, Addie Kinsella.”
He brushes my hair back from my face and holds my chin gently in his hands. “And I really want to eat your pussy and make you come on my face, but I think I might nut in my jeans if I did. And I think my little Firefly really needs fucking first, so…”
I can’t suppress the wide smile that spreads across my face. I have never in my life before been this happy. “I’m on birth control,” I assure him.
For some reason that makes him bite on his lip and groan, “I’ve never ever fucked a girl without a condom, Addie.”
“So that means it would be safe for us not to use one?”
His blue eyes flash dark with hunger. “Only if you’re okay with that. I have one in my jacket. I can go get it right now.”
I also know where Brax keeps a stash, but I don’t tell him that. Because I want to feel nothing between us for my first time. “No, I want to feel all of you.”
“You’re sure?”
I nod. “I would also like to see all of you.”
He arches an eyebrow. “I guess that’s only fair.”
He jumps off the bed and tugs his shirt over his head, revealing his incredible physique. I try not to drool, because it’s not like I haven’t seen it before, at least his top half anyway, but this still feels different. Then he kicks off his sneakers and socks and unbuttons his jeans. When he slides them over his hips, along with his black boxers, I can’t help myself from gasping aloud at the sight of him. I’ve seen guys before, even held a few of their dicks in my hands, but none have been as thick as Chase’s. It stands proudly, its purple crown beaded with a white pearl of precum.
I swallow my nerves and let my excitement take over again. Once he’s naked, he crawls over me. “There’s no need to be nervous, Firefly. We can take this as slow as you want to, okay?”
“Okay,” I pant.
My pulse flutters against my neck like a butterfly’s wings, and he flicks his tongue over it as he spreads my thighs apart with his knees, until the thick head of him is nudging at my entrance. “It might hurt a little at first, but then as soon as I’m inside you, it will be okay. If you need me to stop at any point, you just tell me, understand?”
I suck in a shuddering breath. “Yes.”
He inches the tip inside me and it feels so good that I cry out. “You have no idea how many times I’ve thought about this,” he growls. “And you feel even better than I thought you would.”
“I’ve thought about it too,” I admit, floored by his revelation, but too caught up in this moment to unpack what it means.
He looks down at the place where our bodies are joined and groans, “Fuck, Addie, I wish you could see how good you look with my cock stretching you open.”
I look down, but all I see is him holding back from sinking inside me, his muscles vibrating with the sheer effort of his restraint. I do feel stretched, but it’s such a delicious kind of acheand I want so much more. “Just do it, Chase. I want all of you,” I whine.
He braces himself, hands planted either side of my head. And then he sinks all the way inside me, and it does hurt a little, like he said it would, but in a way that feels so damn good. My body lights up from the inside, liquid heat burning in my veins.
“That’s my good girl. You’re taking me so fucking well,” Chase says, the deep timber of his voice soothing and igniting at the same time.
I wrap my arms around his neck, clinging to him as he pulls out and sinks all the way back inside me again. “My cock feels so good filling your pussy, Addie. So fucking good. You’re squeezing me so tight.”
I throw my head back, sinking into the soft pillow. “Don’t stop. Please don’t ever stop!”
His teeth graze over my neck. “I’m not gonna stop, baby. Not ever. This pussy is mine now, you got that. Mine.”
He sinks even deeper, hitting a spot inside me that makes my eyes roll back. “Oh, fuck, Chase.”
