Page 18 of Change the Plan
“I love you, my mate.”
When he rises to his knees once more I can’t help but let out a nervous laugh. “Why am I like this? I feel self-conscious all of the sudden.”
“It’s a big thing.”
“Oh,I know,” I say, eyeing his dick, and he rolls his eyes, slapping my clit with it for good measure. It’s enough to change the mood again, and as Van slides the head of his cock through my wet folds I’m suddenly desperate to be filled. “Fuck me,” I beg.
“I’m just trying to savour the moment,” he murmurs, his eyes focused on the place where we meet as he pushes in ever so slightly, teasing me with the most shallow of thrusts.
“Are your wolves happy?”
“Very.This is the best day of our lives.Fuck,you’re beautiful.” His circles my clit with his thumb, his thick cock still barely inside me, the need to come building quickly. I’m breathing heavily,so close, when he stops, thrusting in suddenly, the movement both shocking and hot all at once. My moan compliments his pained groan.
“Fuckyou,” he says, head tipped back, his voice that joking, teasing tone that we often take with each other.
“Why?” I grin, deliberately tightening around him, making him growl, the pads of his fingers digging into the flesh of my hips. His chest is heaving as if I’m physically hurting him with my kegels.
“Because I’m going to last ten seconds.Fuck.Fuck, fuck,fuck,you feel toofuckinggood and youteased me, Ellie,” he snarls.
“Coming in me is the whole point,” I remind him. I start to move my hips and he grabs my thighs in a death grip, growling as he glares at me.
“Not in three thrusts. This whole situation has gotten to my head.”
“Which one?”
I shriek with laughter as he slaps the side of my ass. He feelsso fucking goodinside me.
“I had a feeling that you’d be ovulating soon, it had been long enough, and I’ve been thinking about it all week, waiting, then and Iscentedyou ovulating this morning but you were asleep and I had to get across to the city for that meeting, so I exercisedextreme control,” he says, emphasising the point with two hard, wondrous thrusts, “because I didn’t want aquickie.I wanted to make the most of fucking you, ofbreeding youlike I’ve wanted to for the past two and a half years, and so Iknewall day that this was going to happen, that I was going to fuck you for this purpose, and then you spent an hour torturing me with your mind orgasms to the point that I was leaking precum in my pants…” He shakes his head, and it strikes me that he is genuinely concerned about his performance at this point.
“Babe, I’m available all night, and I already cleared both of our calendars for the next few days. You are the sexiest man I’ve ever met, and there isnothingsexier than knowing you’re soworked up over me. I want you to come in me, over and over. I edged you on purpose.” I run my hands down his abs. “I’m so fucking turned on, please…”
I gasp as he slams forward once, hard and forceful, before pausing again, pushing my knees apart until I am as spread as I can possibly be. “Stay like that,” he demands, his voice bordering on an alpha bark, the faint magic of it tingling up my spine.
“What are you going to do?” I ask breathlessly, realising that of course he’s never going to give up control that easily.
“What do you think?” His tone is serious, but the way he brushes the hair back from my face makes my heart ache. I turn my head, kissing his palm.
When his fingers return to my pussy, they dance around my labia,teasing, avoiding my clit. I’ve earned this level of orgasm denial, but it doesn’t make me any less needy. “Va?—”
“Come,” he demands with the full force of his alpha bark. My body obeys, unable to do anything other than orgasm around his cock as I let out a choked groan. “Come,” he orders again, just as I’m coming down from the first one.
“Ohfuck!” I cry out between gasping breaths, my thighs shaking, every muscle in my body taught with the force of it. I have no idea how Van hasn’t come yet.
He leans forward without warning, caging me between his arms, his gaze intense as he stares down at me.“Come!” he barks again, torturing me in the very best way. My mouth opens in a silent scream.
“Fuck me!” I practically snarl as soon as I’ve caught my breath. I’m so desperate for him to knot me that I’m on the brink of using an alpha bark myself.
“You sure?” he teases, giving me one of his most charming lopsided grins.
“Yes I’m fucking sure,” I whine, squirming underneath him, the edge of his knot pressing at my entrance. “Evander,please.”
“You want a baby?”
“I wantyourbaby,” I say emphatically, “so hurry up and knot me.”
A feral sort of excitement flashes across his face, and I bet if his wolves could talk to me right now they’d be howling with glee. They’re probably doing just that in his head. Our bond is full of love and lust in equal measure as Van begins a relentless pace, hammering into me, filling the room with the rhythmic sound of flesh slapping against flesh. I don’t know how long he actually lasts for. It’s definitely more than ten seconds,definitelymore than the three thrusts he claimed he was capable of. I come again as he knots me, no magic involved this time, just the press of his swelling knot against my g-spot and the flood of his cum hot within me, and the knowledge that this moment might actually change our lives forever.
He collapses on top of me for a moment and I press kisses over his heart, feeling the thundering beat it against my lips. We are so different in so many ways — not even the same species — and yet there is no one in this world who is more right for me than Van.
