Page 30 of Wolf Fated
"Only think of me now. No other men." His thumb pressed down harder on my clit.
"Shit, fuck, fuck, fuck," I screamed as my orgasm tightened all my muscles before I was spilling out.
Axel bent over me and sucked and nipped, while all the time his fingers kept the rhythm that soon turned me tingly all over.
"Cum for me again, Brook. You're beautiful." His free hand moved to my breast again, stroking and pinching my nipple. "Do you want a taste of what it would be like to have more than one lover?"
Before I could ask or even pry my eyes open to see what he was talking about, he fastened his mouth on my sex again, sucking greedily. His hands glided out of my vagina and pushed against my ass, spreading me wider. I gasped, choking on an inhale, as my body shuddered. A second orgasm ripped out of me.
Axel didn't immediately pull away, but slowly moved his hands and mouth from my body.
I wilted in my chair.
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As though Axel hadn’t made me cum… twice… he took a cloth napkin off the table and gently wiped me down before pulling my skirt over my thighs and sitting across from me again. He cleaned his mouth and then opened the silver dome with the fish inside again.
“Are you ready to eat now?” he asked with a soft, secret smile.
I shook my head. I didn’t know what the hell I was doing.
My stomach churned and I wanted to run away. How could I have let Axel do that to me? I was engaged for fuck's sake. Yet, here I having enjoyed the day and oral sex with another man.
"You should eat." He lifted his chin at me. "It'll be a long ride back to our home."
"You mean your home." I hadn't even been with these guys for a full week and already I was behaving like a slut. What would Stephen think? Would he even want to marry me after this? I wrapped my arms around myself, suddenly feeling cold and sick.
"Don't be too hard on yourself, Brook." Axel cut into the tuna steak. "Pleasure isn't something to be shunned but enjoyed."
"So you'd be okay if your fiancée did what we just did with another man?"
Something flashed in his eyes, making them seem to glow for a moment. My breath hitched in my throat, and I blinked hard shaking my head. But when I looked again, his eyes were normal.Must have been a trick of the light or something.
He chewed on his food for a moment. "No."
"Then you're a hypocrite."
His fist slammed down on the table, making the plate and silverware bounce and I jumped in my chair.
"I am not a charlatan. I know what I want and I'm not ashamed to go after it. And I would never leave any woman of mine in such a state as Stephen has left you. She wouldn't yearn for a kiss or a touch from me or Nathan or Drake because we would see to all of her needs."
I leapt out of my chair, with my chest tight and my throat closing up. "Let me know when you're ready to leave. I've had enough bullshit for one day."
He didn't stop me as I marched back to the small cabin. This was too insane. What was I doing, promising to entertain three men for a whole month? If I'd been single, it might be a different story.
Though with how easy I'd given in this first time, I was petrified that I would do so again. That I'd been worried about being able to trust Stephen in the past when he'd gone on his longbusinesstrips to find another job, yet I was the one who was untrustworthy and unfaithful.
Inside the cabin, I flopped face down onto the bed and dragged a pillow to my chest. Tears spilled down my cheeks. I was more upset with the fact I had enjoyed Axel's mouth on me than on anything else. And I certainly shouldn't as hell crave more.
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When I woke up, I was laying on my side, the pillow bunched up between my legs. My face flamed and I yanked the pillow away. Hazy images of Axel kissing and touching me reminded me of my dreams last night and what had happened. How I spread my legs so easily.
Sunlight peeked through the cabin's curtains, and I frowned. It was morning already? Had Axel left me here alone because he was upset at my outburst? My stomach pitched and I rolled out of bed, dashing to the bathroom.
The soft thud of the door shutting had me cringing. Was it one of the crew members coming to find out why I was hacking my guts out or why I hadn't left the boat yet?
"Brook?" Axel's voice was full of concern and not at all angry. He eased the door to the bathroom open and before I could hiccup a cry to go away, he squatted beside me and brushed my hair out of my face. "Are you seasick again?"
