Page 28 of Bleed With Me
“It’s clear here,” he says.
“How the fuck do we get out of this? I never wanted to be apart of the cult and I sure as fuck am not doing anything they asked.” I tell him and he nods.
“Exactly, but how? How the fuck can we leave?” he asks and I smile.
“We run,” I answer simply but before I can even finish speaking he’s already shaking his head.
“What happened the last time someone ran?” he states, raising a brow, reminding me that my brother tried this once before and failed.
“That’s because he was running for the wrong reasons and when they caught him he let his emotions get the best of him. He should’ve let them put the target over my head. Vivvy told me the only reason he came back was because of me. I was the littlebread crumb dangled over his head. If he was smart he would’ve told them to kick rocks. The fact that he showed how much he cared was the nail in his coffin. They knew. They fucking knew how to get him back.” I say and Parker’s eyes widen at that revelation.
“Wow, I didn’t know all that but what would you do differently?” he asks and I look around making sure no one is around before I speak. We don’t need prying eyes or nosey people listening to my plan.
“First, I’d ask your girl for a connection to the underground. I know she has connections and I’d pay top dollar for a new identity. Then I’d drain the bank account and blame it on fraud. Last but not least. I’d dump the car in the river and buy a new one with cash. I’d also fill up numerous cans of gasoline, so I wouldn’t have to stop at a gas station for a while. No paper trail. No camera trail. Just completely disappear. I know exactly where I’d go and I’d still play hockey. The only difference is–Liv.” I divulge and he takes his hand rubbing them over his face.
“Is she what is stopping you from leaving? Or what if she never arrived. Would you still leave or would you go through with initiation?” he asks and that’s a damn good question. I’ve never wanted this.My father and brother both knew that but I’ve never had feelings for a girl. I always just fuck 'em and dump 'em. Nothing more, nothing less.
“That’s hard to answer. You know this isn’t the life I’d choose. I want to go pro with hockey and never look back. Liv arriving and taking a liking to her, does throw a wrench into things but how can I be sure she’s worth fighting for? Her fucking boyfriend is here! She lied and still hasn’t told me what she did that got her landed here. There’s still so much mystery behind her. Can I even trust her?” I ramble and take a deep breath because as much as I like Liv, I’m still not sure. I don’t trust people and her coming here during Valentine week and being everything I could ever want in a partner seems awfully convenient.
“I agree, there’s a lot of the unknown. I guess we have some time to figure it out but I don’t know Hayes. My mind is whirling with shit. Especially with how Syd left the other night after seeing my father. I’m still not any closer to the truth, than I was when she freaked out and stormed out of my room.” He says, leaning against the fence.
“How deep are the girls within the divine? Are we missing something that is right in our faces?” I ask and he shakes his head and shrugs.
“I don’t know man, but something isn’t adding up. We still don’t know what Lucius ratted on that cost him his life. And the fucked up part is we will never know. Not until we are on the inside.” he says and I shake my head.
“Do we stay and get through initiation so we can get the info we need to shut this shit down or, at least deep enough where we can find a loop hole to get us out of it all or do we say fuck it and plan more to leave?” I ask, raising a brow.
“I need time to think.” He grunts as the bell blares in the distance.
“Alright man, we still have some time. Let’s just get through the damn day and when you’re ready we can discuss this at a later date,” I reassure him and he nods.
“Syd’s seriously got me all fucked up. She won’t take any of my calls.” he says and I laugh.
“Ice queen at her finest. Come on. Give her some time. She will come around.” I tell him as we walk towards the building.
“I don’t have time to give. I was finally getting somewhere with her and boom. My father ruins it all.” he says and I laugh again. He’s right. Our fathers literally ruin everything but those pricks can stick their dicks in everything and anything without a soul batting an eye at them. It’s fucking bullshit.
“Agreed.” I say, opening the door and letting him in first. We walk down the hall and meet up with the rest of the team. We have another few periods left for the day then practice. I can’t wait to have Liv’s mouth wrapped around my cock, while I gag her to death.
After practice, I shower and head back to my room, get some school work done and wait for Liv. I’m excited as fuck that we have no classes or practice tomorrow and I plan on spending the day with Liv, making her cum until she physically can’t—then Iwant to take her out to dinner. Reaching on the bed for my phone I shoot her a text. I’m impatient as fuck and want her here already. I really do have it bad for this girl and we need to talk about the future.
Me:
Little Liar…
Liv:
Hayzie?
I grit my teeth seeing that damn nickname. She doesn’t understand what the nickname does to me and what memories it brings up. Maybe tonight I’ll tell her besides It makes me sound like a baby back bitch.
Me:
Where you at?
Liv:
Catching up with Kendall.
