“Is this what you want?” I demanded. I didn’t mean for my voice to sound so harsh, but it was filled with suppressed need raging through me as I waited for her to respond.
She bit her lip and nodded.
I nearly came right there.
With no further foreplay or checking to see if she was even ready for me, I pushed myself into her and then I froze. She was unbelievably tight. I couldn’t take it for long. I had to move.
The more I moved the slicker we became together. I was concentrating so hard trying to not to let this end before she was ready, that I almost forgot to be present in the moment.
Sweat was beading on my head as I tried to hold back.
She reached up and swiped it away.
Our eyes locked. The air once again sizzled around us as that unmistakable connection locked into place.
In that moment it was just me and Vanessa. Nothing else mattered.
My movements slowed, seeking to match the pace she was setting until we moved as one.
I had always thought of sex as just this physical connection between two people, but that wasn’t what this was at all. It was so much more.
My teeth started to elongate, but I shook it off.
Not now,I warned my wolf.
I couldn’t even bring myself to go anywhere near her neck right now for fear I would claim more than just her body tonight.
While I might not know what I was doing, my body certainly knew what to do to please my mate.
Before long, I could feel her nails biting into my back. Sweat broke out across her upper lip, and her legs locked tightly around my waist pulling me impossibly deeper. As if that wasn’t enough to make me high, her moans were like music to my ears encouraging me to pick up the pace.
My balls were drawn tight, but I was too mesmerized watching her to allow myself release.
“Isaac,” she whimpered.
The sting of her nails grew stronger.
“Isaac!” she cried as she tightened around me and then released with a shudder.
I was panting and couldn’t hold back any longer.
“Vanessa,” I whispered as I gave in and allowed myself to fall with her.
We were hot and sweaty, both of us trying to catch our breaths. I was grateful for that because it meant no talking. I was so overwhelmed by the magnitude of what had just happened, that I didn’t know what to say or how to react.
Realizing I was probably squishing her, I rolled to my side, but continued to hold her.
Her eyelids were heavy. I thought she might even fall asleep again. I knew my own body was exhausted and refreshed at the same time.
The realization of just how much I needed her terrified me. I didn’t want to need anyone, couldn’t have others counting on me. The boys were only temporary, but it was clear now that this thing with Vanessa was potent with a forever kind of potential.
“You should probably go,” I blurted out.
It was a knee jerk reaction, but I couldn’t take it back now.
Much to my horror, she didn’t even seem to notice.
“Yeah, I know. Morning comes much too quickly.”