More demanding.
A tide that kept dragging me.
Is it to the shore or the depths of the ocean? Why do they feel the same way about me?
This was completely uncharted territory for me.
I couldn’t help but think about my future.
Our future.
Wondering if this kind of future was even in the cards for me.
For us.
I didn’t have too much time to dwell on it before I impulsively admitted, “I’ve missed you.”
Lust was a very funny thing.
The desire.
The attraction.
It was all these chemicals that released the same endorphins, similar to the ones we were experiencing with each other right now.
And still…
It all felt real.
We felt so real.
Drugs and alcohol always made you lose your inhibitions. They just went hand in hand. Unable to resist the temptation that was this girl, I held her face between my hands.
I was thinking all sorts of things.
Good.
Bad.
Naughty.
Feeling all sorts of emotions I had no business entertaining.
“What are you doing here, Kitty?”
“What do you mean?”
“Why are you here? What are you running from?”
“Currently.” She hesitated, whispering, “It should be you.”
I had to know, so I demanded, “Tell me the truth. What happened that led you into that train station that night?”
“Kraven…”
“Does Julius know?”
She shook her head.