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“-Stop!” I cut him off. I don’t want to talk about my parents. The story is too painful for me right now.
“I think we should talk about it.”
“No!” Now I am angry at him. He knew I didn't want to talk about my parents. The pain is too deep. The memory is so fresh like it’s only yesterday when in fact, it’s been 18 years, 11 months, and 4 days since it last happened. Their death anniversary is coming soon and it’s messing me up.
“Yes, we should talk about this. Now that we’re here alone!” He stepped towards me, gripped my vest tightly. Standing toe to toe, though I am taller than him, right now I feel as if he's taller than me.
“Your parents did the best they could, Zirc. And I know,” he looked deep into my eyes.
Know? What does he mean he knows? He -
I staggered back but Roqs held me tight.
“I know Zirc. My parents told me.”
I felt cold sweat wash my back. His parents? His parents, who are alive and act as advisers to the tribe. The ones who saw how my parents betrayed the tribe by bringing in a kidnapped female from another planet.
“Your parents did not betray the tribe. It was the female who betrayed us to those gangs. The ones we eliminated. Every. Single. One. Of. Them. But the female had a young child to protect. A young one who is the leader of that planet. We saved the boy. We saved the female. But because of diplomatic reasons, someone had to pay. And the Silver Tribe believed their alphas betrayed them. The Elders wanted to blame them for this diplomatic fallout. My parents knew differently. They wanted to sacrifice themselves rather than your parents.”
It came pouring out of him. The memories I tried to bury flashed before me. I saw my parents dying on that battlefield. They turned to me and saw only love and forgiveness. I tried to save them but knew I was too late. Their last message to me -
“Enough!” Roqs kissed him hard. He was always fast. His arms are around him. He tried to flee but really, I should know Roqs would do this. He will not let me fall into despair. Into my own dark world.
Damn it. I know better. Roqs doesn’t feel pity for me. I know he loves me. Yet I returned his kisses brutally. I took him. On the heated desert of this barren wasteland.
And the bastard let me.
Pretty soon we are tangling on the ground. The soft sand is welcomed except I can feel some jagged rocks. I took hold of Roqs, all 250 pounds of him and threw him to a soft mound of sand.
I saw his shock when I pounced on him again and proceeded to pull away his clothes. I know he will kill me if I try to tear it away so I need to be careful. I can feel him under me, straining. I wanted to punish him but we both knew I needed this.
Needed him.
I pressed my hardness against him. Good to know he’s hard as me.
“Zirc,” Roqs managed in between kisses. Fuck, he’s not going to last. I kept grounding on him. Pushing him against the sand.
I felt his hands on my chest and he squeezed a nipple. Hard.
I growled. With my other lovers, they would pause. But Roqs is an Alpha. And he knows me so well. He pushed against me instead.
I released Roqs and both he and I threw our pants away. Mine I placed below him. Roqs purred. Can’t help it. Though he will laugh at my face for being considerate on his behind that it’s not scratched.
I saw his face. His harsh features were hidden by my shadow as I loomed over him. Both pupils dilated. I can hear our breaths. Panting. I looked at him. Naked except for the stripes on his body, and the leather chain I gave him. He is sweating a little. His limbs tremble, the same way mine is.
His eyes narrowed as if telling me don’t make him beg.
Yes, maybe another time I will. But not right now.
I took hold of his buttocks. His big cock straining so hard I can see some precum on the tip touching his navel.
Not right now. I try not to think I’m betraying Roqs. Roqs who I love and want to be my mate. With other lovers I always think of Roqs. With Roqs, no other person intruded my mind when we were joined at the most intimate level.
But right now, at this moment. And fuck, I growled low at the manasty below me. He’s playing with his anal muscles that makes me want to come hard. Not so fast. I increased my pace and soon had him panting. I leaned forward, wanting that added friction of his cock against my skin.
Right now, I can’t help but think that I can’t afford to take my time slowly while Brin is far away from me. Not near to see or hear her. Smell her scent.
I looked at Roqs, saw his raw need for me. I hope my face doesn’t betray my thoughts.
