But Todd had broken his heart again and again and again, then had mapped out their lives after graduation without even considering what Fazil had wanted. Now the bastard washereand had grown into everything that turned Fazil inside out. He drained the beer. “So, what are we going to tell Sam?”
Eli slid his glass to the edge of the table. “Well, let’s figure that out.”
Over another round, they outlined their plan for the first week, Eli typing it in on his phone. “I’ll look at it in the morning and edit out most of thefucks, then send it off to Sam.”
True to his word, Eli paid.
By the time they returned to their room, they were both yawning and Eli was practically asleep in his bed before Fazil crawled into the other and turned out the light. Despite his exhaustion, Fazil couldn’t sleep. His brain replayed every image of Todd from the day and contrasted them with the memories Fazil had. The way he kissed, the quiver of his abs when Fazil touched his stomach on his way down to his dick, the hope in his smile when Fazil had said yes to lunch, the pride when he’d shown Fazil his work.
He rubbed his face. What would those lips feel like now with more experience behind them? Those hands had known Fazil’s body so well.
Beneath the t-shirt and jeans, Todd had hardened into quite a man. If any other guy that hot had asked him out to lunch, Fazil would have pushed him against a wall and let his mouth answer in an entirely different way than saying yes.
And speaking of hardening...Fuck. Fazil rolled onto his side and ignored the throbbing in his dick and the ache in his balls. He was not about to jack off with Eli in the other bed. Enough was enough.
Todd was part of his past for areason, no matter what fifteen years had done to sweeten his body. The core of a person didn’t change that much, and Fazil had promised himself he’d never go back to Todd. Too muchdrama.
Even if his dick felt differently.
Fazil closed his eyes and started coding in his head. It was one of two things that ever removed him from the world entirely.
The other was a good, hard fuck, and he would not even think of that in conjunction with Todd Douglas.