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Jasha and Daddy Kaleb went upstairs and changed out of their clothes, which were wet from playing in the snow. They checked the weather, and they were in for more snow. Jasha hoped they would be snowed in so they couldn’t return to New York. He loved it here more than any place he had been.
“What’s going on in your head?” Daddy Kaleb asked.
“I used to have this big crush on you. And now it’s more than a crush and I feel guilty, so guilty,” Jasha said.
“Guilty about what?”
“About my father. He wouldn’t approve of you. I feel like I’m doing something wrong and something bad is going to happen because I’m not doing what I’m supposed to do.”
“Tell me what you are supposed to do.”
“I’m supposed to hate you for what happened to my father. You took his only son away from him. What do I do? I fall in love with you.”
“He gave you to me. If he disapproved, he would have given his life for you. So, don’t feel guilty. Please.” Daddy Kaleb growled at him. He hated to hear Jasha was upset about anything. He needed Jasha to be happy twenty-four seven. Jasha made it a priority to hide his sadness at all costs from Daddy Kaleb.
“But you said if loan sharks put a hit on you, then you go.”
“I did say that. Listen to me, your father values his life over yours. He gave you to me. He could have called the cops and reported me for kidnapping you. Did he? No.”
“You sure put a new light on it. I don’t want to leave you. No matter what, but I love my father even if he gave me to you.” Jasha pushed back his tears. Daddy Kaleb was right about his father. He literally gave his only son away so he could live, but Jasha had been willing to go. He didn’t want to lose his father to death. He had already lost his mother.
“All I can say is I’m working on it. I want you happy.”
“Just so you know, I want to be here with you. So, if anyone says anything other than that, I wasn’t taken by force. Though I didn’t like the first day with you.”
“I’d like to take a walk to the local bar.” Daddy Kaleb ignored his comment about the first day.
“Yes, I think that sounds fun.” Jasha knew Daddy Kaleb got uncomfortable talking about the day they left his apartment. Suggesting they go to a bar showed he was very upset over the ordeal. Jasha didn’t want Daddy Kaleb to get into any trouble because he was happy here with him.
“I want you to wear your butt plug.”
Jasha wondered what the purpose of that was, but he nodded. Daddy Kaleb went to the bathroom and called him in there.
“Pull your jeans down and bend over the sink.” He squeezed the lube generously over the plug.
Jasha loved all the attention Daddy Kaleb had given him this week. He leaned over the sink after he dropped his jeans and underwear.
First Daddy Kaleb lubed his finger, then pushed it in to stretch him then added a second one. Jasha felt the burn and enjoyed the fingers moving around before Daddy Kaleb carefully penetrated him with the rubber plug. He pulled up Jasha’s jeans, then washed his hands.
“Oh…feels so good…wish you were in there.”
“That plug is holding my spot for tonight.”
“Goodie!!”
“Guess where I saw Daisy today?”
“Where?”
“She likes Kira. She’s been hanging out with her.”
“Awe. That’s good. I’m sure she’ll return to our room later.”
“Yes, she does like it in here.”
They took the stairs to the front foyer, put on their warm jackets, then left.
Jasha and Kaleb trudged through the thick snow, their boots crunching with each step as they made their way to the cozy local bar. The cold air nipped at their faces, but the warmth of each other’s company kept them going. Snow fell softly, blanketingthe outside in pristine white. Jasha and Kaleb shared a quiet intimacy as they walked, their breath mingling in the cold air. A sense of belonging had settled deep within Jasha.
