Page 38 of Secrets at Dawn
“I’ve never… my size… people think…” Toby sighed. “I’ve only had sex once. A few years after my dad died. It was at a bar. In a backroom. Not romantic like this.”
“So this is romantic enough, then? I wasn’t sure how to make it seem like less of a hospital room.” Griffin worried the sex would seem clinical.
Toby nodded. “I like the music you picked and the dim lighting.” Toby cupped Griffin’s cheek. “Thank you for trying so hard.”
“When we get home, we’ll fuck like bunnies and not leave the house for days. But our first time needs to be romantic.” Griffin grabbed the lube before walking around the bed.
He climbed in behind Toby. Could he be gentle enough? He hoped so, but he worried. “Maybe this is a bad idea. What if it causes you pain?”
“This is the best idea you’ve ever had, and I’ve been pain-free and without meds for a solid day. I’ll be fine. In fact, I would like to face you, if that’s possible. I want to see your face when we make love.”
Griffin climbed off the bed and let Toby roll onto his back. “If it’s painful at any point, you need to tell me. Deal?”
“Deal. Now bring your dick over here because I want to lick it.” Toby was a bossy little thing. It probably had a lot to do with the poison working itself out of his system. He’d been pretty subdued, not saying or doing much. It wasn’t until his fangs started dropping at random times and his eyes shifted. But he said he still couldn’t feel his wolf. It seemed his wolf showed himself more and more despite Toby not realizing it.
Griffin lowered the bedrail before stepping close enough for Toby to touch him.
Toby fisted his cock. “I know no one really wants to be told their cock is pretty, but—”
“You’re right. No one wants to hear that. My cock is a handsome piece of Mr. Wizard meat.”
Toby chuckled. “You prefer that description? Why?”
Griffin moved out of Toby’s reach. “Call it handsome and you can have it back.”
Toby growled, but it was a playful sound. “Don’t take away my toy.”
Griffin snorted and stepped up to the bed again.
“Mine.” When Toby growled the second time, he meant it. “You’re mine.”
“I’m yours.” Griffin moaned when Toby licked across the head of his cock and shut his eyes when the pleasure became too much. “And you’re mine, mate.”
“Oh gods. Do that again.” Griffin would come in seconds if Toby kept swirling his tongue around the head.
Toby smiled, as if it made him happy that he drove Griffin crazy with need. But he did that thing with his tongue again.
Griffin couldn’t think past the pleasure.
Griffin pumped his hips, wanting friction. It was time to stop. If he didn’t, Toby would make him come. With reluctance, he pulled away, out of Toby’s reach. “I want inside you.”
The wound on Toby’s lip was pink and healing. The scab had fallen off yesterday. It didn’t detract from how beautiful he was.
Griffin grabbed the lube and put some on his fingers.
Toby pulled his legs back, exposing himself.
Griffin’s cock jumped in anticipation. He rubbed a slick finger over Toby’s pucker.
Toby moaned and took his own cock in hand.
Griffin pushed his hand away and leaned over Toby. He still stood at the side of the bed. The bed wasn’t big, but the size made it easier to access all of Toby’s good bits. He couldn’t wait to get Toby into a proper bed, to lie beside him as they touched each other. Yeah, they were going to make that happen soon. As soon as Toby was well enough to get out of the hospital, Griffin would keep him in bed for days.
Griffin took Toby’s cock into his mouth and did that thing Toby had done to him with his tongue.
Toby’s moan was louder than it had been before.
Griffin was thankful he’d talked to the doctor beforehand so that the staff wouldn’t interrupt. Sick people moaning brought the nurses into the rooms. It didn’t keep them away under normal circumstances. But Griffin and Toby making love in Toby’s hospital room wasn’t exactly normal for anyone. Thedoctor had agreed that bonding might speed up Toby’s recovery by bringing his wolf to the surface. His body would clear out the poison on its own after that.
