Even though it's killing me.
At 9:13 PM, the elevator dings.
Dom steps out, carrying a tray. Food, by the smell of it.
He walks toward me, grinning. "Dinner service."
I step aside.
He stops. Looks at me. "You still have the key?"
I pull it from my pocket. Hold it up.
"Good. Open it."
I freeze.
"What?"
"Open the door, Silas. I've got my hands full." He lifts the tray slightly, like that explains everything.
This is another test.
I know it is.
They want to see if I'll hesitate. If I'll look nervous. If opening the door to her room makes me react differently than opening any other door.
I take the key.
Slide it into the lock.
Turn it.
The door clicks open.
"Here," Dom says, shoving the tray into my hands. "Take it in to her. I'm not a fucking waiter." He grins. "Besides, Drazen wants to see how you handle being in the same room with her. Think you can manage?"
I take the tray. "Not a problem."
He steps aside, gesturing me in.
I enter.
The door closes behind me but doesn't lock. Dom is right outside, watching through the crack.
Lydia is standing by the window. Turns when she hears me.
Our eyes meet.
I keep my face neutral. Walk to the table. Set the tray down. The dishes clink—loud in the quiet room.
"Dinner," I say flatly. Professional.
Lydia moves toward the table slowly, and she sits down.
She doesn't look at me. Just reaches for the glass of water.
And she speaks. "Thank you."