Past pawn shops and liquor stores and faces that don’t look up. Through lights that change too fast and intersections that feel like dares.
And then I end up outside her building.
I look up to the second floor, north-facing window.
It’s dark.
Not empty.
Just... dim.
Like she left the lights on for someone who isn’t coming.
I don’t go inside.
Instead, I sit in the car, roll the window down and light another cigarette I won’t finish.
And I whisper, “Fuck you, hero complex.”
A passing stranger glances at me like maybe I’m dangerous. Or deranged.
He’s not wrong.
I flick the ash out the window and close my eyes for a second.
That’s all it takes.
One second.
When I open them, someone’s standing in front of the car.
Not close.
Far enough not to be threatening. Close enough to be deliberate.
They’re wearing a hoodie. Black. Hood up.
Face shadowed.
Hands in pockets.
I straighten, hand already on the grip under the steering column.
But the figure turns and walks off.
No hurry.
Just... like they wanted to be seen.
I throw the door open and follow.
Fast.
But by the time I turn the corner, they’re gone.
No footsteps.
No echo.