I stand. Walk to it. Pick it up.
The weight surprises me. It feels heavier than before.
Like it knows what I’m thinking.
I press a button, and the screen flares to life.
No messages.
No calls.
Just the single contact he programmed in before giving it to me. No name. Just a number.
I stare at it.
Not dialing.
Just... holding the possibility.
My thumb hovers over the call button.
One press, and he'd answer. I know he would.
But I don't press it.
Not yet.
Because calling him would mean admitting something I'm not ready to say out loud.
That I want him here. That the space he left behind feels louder than the silence ever did before.
I think about the way he looked at me when I asked him who he really is, and he answered with a word no one else has ever used like a name.
Wreckage.
I should've laughed. Should've thrown it back at him. But all I could think was how right it sounded.
Not as an excuse.
As a warning.
And I think I want it anyway.
I put the burner back down.
Time slips in quiet increments right before my eyes, dusk creeps in.
I move to the bathroom and have a quick shower, then I slip into some fresh clothes, earrings, other accessories, and a jacket.
Because I know Drazen’s going to call soon. He’ll send Dom. Or worse, he’ll show up himself.
And I need to be ready.
Because whatever game he thinks I’m playing?
I’m not losing again.
The knock comes twenty minutes later.