Page 33 of Anchor
Claire’s breath caught. She could still see it, Reid framed alone in the light, his posture tight, her pulse spiking because she knew something was wrong.
Ian’s voice softened, steady as a father trying to make sure his daughter didn’t carry the burden alone. “Our people didn’t set off alarms. They didn’t want to make the situation worse. But they saw it for what it was. Someone out there was testing us.Not just our security, but Reid himself. They wanted to know how he would stand when he had no one left at his side.”
His eyes held hers. “And they wanted to see who else noticed. You did. That is why you’re here. Not to be scolded or silenced, but because your instincts matter. They kept him from being truly alone last night.”
The room was quiet again, his words lingering like a steady hand on her shoulder. Claire sat with her hands folded too tightly in her lap. Ian’s words pressed down in a way that was both steadying and frightening. He wasn’t accusing her. He wasn’t dismissing her. He was telling her she mattered. He was telling her she saw what others didn’t.
Her throat felt tight, but she forced the words through. “I knew something was wrong. I couldn’t… explain it. But when I saw him alone like that, it was like the air shifted.”
Ian nodded, his expression calm, encouraging.
Her fingers curled against her knees. “People usually think I’m overreacting. That I see shadows where there aren’t any. My mother certainly thinks so. But last night…” She swallowed hard. “Last night, I wasn’t wrong.”
“You weren’t,” Ian said, his voice gentle but firm.
Claire let out a slow breath. “Being right is scarier. Because if someone could reach into the middle of that room, with all of you there, with Reid there, and still do it…” She shook her head, eyes burning. “What else can they do?”
Ian leaned forward slightly. “That’s exactly the right question to ask, which is why I want you to know the truth, Claire. You’re not a bystander anymore. You’re part of this.”
She looked at him then, truly looked, and realized he wasn’t placating her. He wasn’t humoring her. He was giving her a place in something far bigger than her mother’s shadow. “Then I want to know everything.”
Claire didn’t know what cracked first—the long night, or the two long years she’d kept silent. But sitting across from Ian Chase, her hands pressed flat against her knees, the words came out before she could stop them. “I want to help.”
Ian’s eyes, steady and sharp beneath the kind voice, didn’t move from hers. She felt them. A test.
“And,” she forced herself to continue, “something’s happening with Reid. You know it. I know it. But does he? Has he been cleared to know what’s going on?”
For the first time since she’d stepped into the penthouse suite, Ian leaned back in his chair. He steepled his fingers, considering. The authority in his voice never wavered.
“Timing is everything, Claire. You’ll learn that here.” His voice carried the warmth of someone who wanted her steady, but also the gravity of someone who chose his revelations like moves on a board.
She wanted to push. Instead, she drew a breath and let the silence work.
“I need you to trust,” he said finally. “Trust me, and trust Reid. But know this—what you carry, what you’ve already seen, has weight. And weight draws attention.”
Her throat felt tight, but she nodded. “I can take it.”
Ian studied her, then glanced at the wall display. With a remote click, the projection flickered to life, repeating the grains of surveillance footage and ghostly overlays. Claire leaned forward despite herself. Her chest went cold. She gripped the arm of the chair.
Ian’s voice lowered. “Someone wanted Reid isolated. And that was just the first move.”
Claire sat back, pulse drumming. It was real. More real than her nightmares, more real than the years she’d carried Emberline inside her chest like a wound that never healed. Hervoice came smaller than she meant it to. “Reid told you? About me. About Emberline. You already know.”
Ian didn’t flinch. “Tell me anyway.”
She told him all about the code anomaly she’d spotted as an NSA analyst. How she knew it wasn’t random but an echo embedded no one wanted to acknowledge. For a long moment, she said nothing, her gaze fixed on the muted glass wall behind him. Then she drew in a breath and let it out unevenly.
“You want the truth about why I walked out? The debrief had me believing my mother’s narrative that I was dismissed,” she said. “My name showed up on a mission file I tried to kill. I fought it, Ian. Hard. I flagged it; I argued it; I sent up warnings. But it still went through. And when it did… There were dead civilians, four of them children. And my name was stamped across the authorization like I had signed off on it.”
Ian didn’t move. His expression was unreadable, but the muscle in his jaw tightened.
“The NSA pulled me into a debrief.” Claire’s voice had sharpened now, not louder, just edged. “It wasn’t a debrief. It was a crucifixion. They grilled me for hours, tore me apart piece by piece. Cold questions. No compassion. They didn’t care that I tried to stop it. They didn’t want context or truth. They wanted me broken, admitting fault, saying the words that would let them close the book and keep the machine running.”
She pressed her palms hard against her knees, as if the memory still needed bracing against. “I wanted out. I wanted to breathe again. So, I signed the nondisclosure. I thought it would end there. But it wasn’t a signature. It was a cage. Every word on that paper still wraps around my throat when I sleep. I can’t speak about the mission. I can’t speak about the dead. Even in my dreams, it chokes me. They buried the truth, Ian. And they buried me with it.”
By the end, her hands were shaking, but she kept her voice level. “That’s why I quit. That’s why I thought I was free of it. Until the gala.” She looked up, meeting Ian’s gaze. “You showed me what happened to Reid at the gala. And I want access. I want to help. Don’t lock me out of this.”
Silence stretched. Then Ian exhaled, long and slow. His face didn’t soften, but something in his eyes did.
