Page 48 of Santa’s Little Faker
“Thank you.” Bastian’s expression softened again and he petted my head which always seemed to be a good sign. “I wasn’t worried about that, though. Neither of us will talk about our preferences, needs, or just kinks we’re curious about with anyone else unless we’ve talked about it first.”
“Yes. Like your friends. You’ve talked about them.” He really liked the idea of me having friends I could be little around. “But you said we’ll talk about that in more detail later.”
Bastian liked details.
“I think that’s a great idea.” His smile said I was right. Details. “But now it’s time for us to make sure we’re both on the same page tonight.”
“Because you can’t reward me if you don’t know what I like.” Terrence was really smart. “But I know to use my safewords, and even if you like something confusing, I’ll be polite.”
Pretending to huff, Bastian glared at me. “I don’t like anything confusing.”
Oh.
What did he like that was weird?
“Sit down.” Bastian growled out the order making me realize I’d sat up a bit too much.
“Yes, Sir.” Wide eyes. Look cute. Look sweet and sorry as I sat back down all the way. “I was excited to see what you liked. I’ll be good.”
I’d try until I got an orgasm, at the very least…Terrence said it was a good idea to make sure the Dom or Daddy got to come too, though.
Horny Daddies didn’t always remember that littles were cute when they were mischievous.
“I’m just going to pretend that was believable.” Bastian seemed like he was going to be theremember I was cutekind of Daddy, which just reinforced the fact that I’d picked a good one. “Alright, we’re going to look at the list together and if you havequestions, you’re going to ask them. Then when we’ve gotten the questions out of the way, we’ll go through and check off the ones that you’re green for and mark the ones that are red or yellow for you.”
“Yes, Sir.” Look cute. Don’t act confused unless I’m really confused. Don’t panic if it’s weird because we can always find something else we both like. “I’ll remember.”
Sitting still was hard, but I stayed on the ground as Bastian moved a folder on the coffee table closer to us and opened it. I’d never been more excited for anything in my life, but I stayed put and mostly quiet as he pulled out the top list and moved it so I could see it. “Deep breath for me. We’re not in a rush and I’m not going anywhere.”
Air in.
Air out.
I even remembered to do it very slowly like I knew he’d like.
Yep, he smiled. “One step at a time and you’re going to ask me questions about anything you don’t understand.”
“I will.” I could do that. Read. Ask questions. “I’ve been researching.”
And so far, the top stuff was entry-level BDSM with stuff like spankings and some of the toys I’d seen online…and in Terrence’s dirty box.
He had lots of toys.
“There might be one or two things that you haven’t heard of before, and that’s fine. Most people would be confused by a few of the kinks on the list.” Bastian sounded very relaxed but it was a complete lie.
I just had to find the fun part.
Oh.
Found it.
Bastian had been right. Most of the stuff were things I’d seen online in lists or in blogs that I’d found. He’d picked a simple list, because Terrence had talked to Leander about a really long one he’d found with scientific names for stuff like peeing on people and having sex when one partner was asleep.
Scientists were weird and thought we needed fancy names for everything.
“Omegas get bred. Terrence read about that in a book. Leander kept getting embarrassed but he liked the book too.” I was starting to be very glad I’d been smart enough not to look for those kinds of books at the library. “Once I found those, Amazon showed me other books with that stuff in it where they were just regular people playing pretend.”
My mother said the algorithms were insane but I thought they were pretty smart.
