Page 47 of Santa’s Little Faker
There was no point in giving him something else to worry about.
Oh.
His list.
“Yours.” Wait. That wasn’t enough words. “I would like to see yours please, Sir.”
Ha.
Manners too.
What else?
He was still worrying.
“Just because you like it doesn’t mean I have to like it too.” Perfect. His worry-meter was dropping fast. “You already like doing Daddy stuff with me and you’ve agreed to spank me and you like glaring at me, so we have a lot in common.”
How weird could his list be?
“I’ve researched things.”
Terrence was really helpful even when he didn’t know he was saying stuff out loud.
“That’s kind of a scary sentence, but I know you’re doing your best to make me feel confident about this.” Bastian was being a pain in the butt. He wasn’t freaking out anymore, though. “I’m not sure you should be allowed to just randomly google BDSM topics.”
“Me neither.” We could do that together. “Some of them are kind of scary, so we’ll do that together after our next date.”
Hmm.
“Unless there is confusing stuff on your list. Then we’ll need to google it now because I can’t go to bed not knowing what they mean.” I shrugged but remembered to leave my hands behind my back. “It’s not reasonable.”
And it was his job to take care of me and that was just one interesting way he was going to have to do it.
Bastian’s lips twitched but he technically didn’t smile. “I will not leave you confused about anything on the list, but I picked out a simple one for the time being.”
How simple?
Oops.
I realized a bit too late that thought must’ve shown on my face.
At least he thought it was funny?
When he stopped laughing, I got a kiss on the forehead that could’ve gone a few different directions. But he wasn’t giving me grandma vibes anymore, so I decided it was a good thing. I was even wonderfully patient as he shook his head. “This list has my top preferences and kinks on it, so it’s going to be helpful to you.”
Oh.
That was good.
Oh.
“I won’t tell about anything on your list, though.” I was really glad it was going to be helpful. “What kind of kinks?”
Would it be stuff I didn’t know?
I really didn’t want to look stupid, but there was a lot of confusing things on the internet.
What would I do if Terrence hadn’t talked to Leander about it?
