Page 10 of Christmas On Call
She gathered the empty cups and made a quick sweep of the room, pausing to squeeze a shoulder here, to offer a smile or a gentle word there. When she finished, she lingered by the nurses’ station, watching as the parents began to drift back to their pods, buoyed by the strange, communal energy they’d built together.
She caught one last glimpse of Dr. Patel, still hovering nearby. There was something different about her posture now—softer at the edges, less armor and more... curiosity? Max couldn’t quite put her finger on it, but the thought made her ownheart beat a little faster. Which was the last thing she expected to feel.
She reached for her phone, snapped a quick photo of the empty chairs and their trails of cocoa and marshmallow crumbs, and sent it to the unit group chat with the caption: “Night shift, undefeated.”
As she packed up the cocoa cart, her hands sticky with sugar and the memory of shared laughter, she thought of the way connection worked, how sometimes it was as simple as a joke, or a cup of hot chocolate, or a story traded at three in the morning.
Or maybe it was a look across the room, a brief meeting of eyes, a silent understanding that in a place like this, no one really wanted to be alone.
Max pushed the cart toward the break room, her footsteps light, a trail of cinnamon and fatigue in her wake.
And behind her, she could almost feel the outline of Dr. Patel, watching, waiting, perhaps even wanting to join the circle next time.
Doctor Patel remained at the far end of the hallway, so still she might have been mistaken for one of the support columns. The white of her lab coat caught the low ceiling lights and reflected them up into her face, sharpening the lines of her jaw and the careful part in her hair. Max watched her for a moment, sipping her own drink, then let her gaze drift down to the doctor’s hands: one wrapped tightly around a clipboard, the other tucked defensively at her side, thumb worrying the edge of her sleeve.
It was almost art, the way she never let anything slip.
Max refilled her cup and let the hot chocolate scald her tongue. It grounded her, burned away the sleep-debt and the ghosts of earlier hours. She poured a second mug, added the extra marshmallows—she’d seen Patel’s eyes linger on themonce, the barest flicker of longing—and then, with more bravado than she felt, started across the floor.
The air between them was filled with the quiet music of the unit: ventilators sighing, a monitor chirping every so often, the faint sound of a parent’s lullaby through a cracked curtain. Max took it all in, every sense sharpened, as if she was prepping for a procedure. She wondered if that was what drew her to Dr. Patel in the first place, especially tonight—the sense of calibration, the fine-tuned control, the certainty that if Max let herself slip even a little, she might end up saying something she couldn’t un-say. Maybe it was just Christmas magic. Whatever it was, she couldn’t ignore the magnetic pull to know more.
Max stopped a few feet away, held out the mug. The steam curled up, carrying the scent of chocolate, cinnamon, and the faintest whiff of comfort.
“Even doctors need my special cocoa at Christmas, especially for the night shift,” Max said, her tone just this side of teasing. She had decided to drop the Grinch jokes and take a different approach.
Asha’s gaze flicked to the mug, then to Max’s face. For a heartbeat she did nothing, and Max wondered if she’d miscalculated, if this was the moment where the connection failed, the wire snipped. Then Asha’s lips parted, and she let out a breath that seemed to carry half the weight of the night with it.
“Is it decaf cocoa?” Asha asked, voice neutral, but softer than usual. Her best attempt at a joke.
“I made sure,” Max replied. “Wouldn’t want to disrupt your circadian rhythm.” The sarcasm playfully placed in her tone.
For a second, their hands hovered together above the mug’s rim. Max’s fingers were warm and still a little sticky from the cocoa; Asha’s were cool, the skin at her knuckles faintly chapped. The touch lasted only a second—barely enough to register—but it left Max’s pulse fluttering.
Asha accepted the cup, holding it with both hands as if unsure what else to do. She glanced at the marshmallows, then up at Max again, and this time the look was less clinical, more searching.
“Thank you,” she said.
“No problem,” Max said, and meant it. She wanted to say more, to bridge the rest of the gap between them, but her voice seemed to catch in her throat.
Asha studied the cup, the swirl of marshmallows slowly sinking. “I’m merely observing to ensure noise levels remain appropriate for the unit,” she added, a hint of the old steel creeping back into her voice.
“Of course,” Max replied, straight-faced. “I’ll keep the revelry to a minimum.”
They stood together in the hush; the world contracting to just the two of them and the mugs of cocoa. For once, Max found herself at a loss. She searched Asha’s face for a sign—a crack, a shift, some hint that this moment was more than a kindness performed out of obligation.
And there it was, almost hidden: the way the hard line of Asha’s shoulders eased, the way her dark lashes flickered down as she lifted the cup to her lips, the way her fingers relaxed, just a little, around the paper.
Max watched as the doctor took her first sip, and—if only for a second—closed her eyes.
The marshmallows must have been a surprise, because when Asha opened her eyes again, she stared at Max, uncertain, a question in her gaze.
“I thought you didn’t like sweets,” Asha said.
“I don’t,” Max lied. “But I make exceptions for special occasions.”
Asha said nothing, but the corners of her mouth—so rarely given to pleasure—twitched. It might have been the start of asmile, or it might have been nerves, but Max felt the spark of it, the way hope flickered in the small, safe space they’d made together.
She let the silence grow, just enough to feel the potential in it. Then she gestured at the supply closet behind Asha.
