Page 64 of Diluted Truths
She looked up at me confused. “What do you mean?” she asked.
“I know Fai talked to you. I know you’re here to tell me we can’t work together anymore. It’s okay,” I stated. She tried to interrupt but I continued, trying to keep her words from coming, knowing the words were going to cut deep. “I don’t regret it, I don't regret any of it. I hope you know that. I would do it all again.” She tried to interrupt again, but still I continued, “I lo….” I sighed. “You’re incredible, Jacqueline. I hope you know that and working with you was one of the greatest pleasures of my lif…”
“Will, just shut up, okay!” she yelled, looking frustrated.
I had never seen her so upset before.
I immediately complied.
“Sorry,” I whispered.
She chuckled, the sound hitting me straight in the heart.
“Now that you’re done rambling, can I tell you what I came here for?” she asked, still kind of yelling to be heard over the storm that was just growing stronger.
I nodded and she smiled in response. God, that smile was beautiful. Even soaked from head to toe in the middle of a rainstorm…
Crack.
Correction, thunderstorm, she was beautiful. I watched as the rain dripped down the side of her face and down her neck. I took in every one of her features because if it was going to be the last time I could, I needed to remember everything I could.
“Will, are you even paying attention?” she asked through giggles.
“Yes… no. I’m sorry. I’m listening now,” I responded with a chuckle to myself.
“I’m not here to tell you we can’t spend time with each other anymore. I’m here to tell you I want more. In fact I had a whole speech prepared…” she began.
“You want more?” I interrupted, hopeful.
“I want so much more. Will, I want you.”
At that moment, time stood still. The world around me disappeared. The rain, the storm, everything ceased to exist in my world. It was just Jackie, here saying she wanted me. I took her face in my hands and pulled her closer to me. “What about Fai?”
She shrugged in response, “I get to make my choices, and I choose you.”
Fuck it.
With those words I did the one thing I had been dreaming of for weeks. I crushed my lips against hers and kissed her with everything I had. It was as if we were made for each other. Her kiss brought parts of my soul back to life. She was truly immaculate. I tested my limits andgave into the passion and slipped my tongue into her mouth but she only responded just as feverishly. We truly couldn't get enough of each other.
Not breaking our kiss, I picked her up and she wrapped her legs around my waist. I guided us out of the rain through my front door into my house. I pressed her against the front door as it closed and continued to kiss her with everything I had. My hand roamed her body and hers were tangled into my hair. I was never cutting it short again. Slowly my hand found the swell of her breast and she moaned into my mouth.
I broke our kiss and looked her in the eyes, needing confirmation before we went farther. “Do you want this?”
She responded by grinding against my dick, causing my own moan. “So badly.”
She began to kiss down my neck, continuing to grind. God, I wanted this, my cock straining against my zipper was an obvious indicator, but I couldn’t handle it if this was just a hookup, it would kill me. “Jackie, I need to know if you want more than this.”
She stopped and leaned back to look at me. “When I say I want more, Will, I mean I want it all. I want the boring moments and the breakfasts, and the sharing the bed and the laughs, and a shot at life with you.”
We stared at one another for a moment, both understanding what she meant. We were going to try to make it work.
I attached my mouth to hers again, somehow with more passion this time and began to fuck her mouth with my tongue. My hand holding her up was cupped around her ass and the other continued its exploration over her breast. I snuck under her shirt only to find no bra. I groaned in her mouth.
“Why don't you have a bra on?”I asked breathlessly and began kissing and biting her neck.
“Don’t need one, so I never wear one,” she responded just asbreathlessly.
“Fuck.” That was information I was going to store away for a later date. I began to play with her nipple. She moaned loudly and began grinding against me again.
