Page 59 of Make You Wish You Were Dead
As everyone keeps telling me.
Twenty Nine
Rowan
I openthe door to Jane's room and see her laying on her bed scrolling through the pictures on her phone.
I close the door which makes her turn her head and look at me.
She smiles at me softly and sits up on her bed so she can face me.
"I heard you have a little gift for me?" I smirk at her and her cheeks turn a shade darker.
After the little conversation I had with Ace, I sat in the living room, shooting the shit with Andrew and then also talking to Killian but he was mainly on his phone.
When Ace and his family left, he made eye contact with me and nodded his head, as if saying, ‘you know what to do’.
Fuck him.
"What are you doing?" I ask as I sit down on her bed, leaning against her headboard.
"Looking at pictures on my phone," she says and I grab her hand and pull her closer to me so that she is straddling my hips.
Fucking perfect.
"Why?"
She shrugs her shoulders. "I was just thinking about that night and trying to see if I had any pictures." I nod my head and rub her thighs. Her skin is so smooth and soft. Thank god she is wearing shorts. "So your brother," she says. "He seems nice."
I raise my eyebrow at her. "Really? You think so?" She shrugs again. "’Cause when you first saw him you seemed wary of him."
"I am just not used to meeting new people."
"He is a little weird at times but he's cool," I say to her softly. Andrew is sleeping in one of the guest rooms downstairs. I am supposed to be sleeping in the room next to his but I snuck into Jane's room ‘cause I had to be with her. Cole and Layna are in their room which is on the other side of the wing so I doubt they will hear Jane and I talking. Jane nods her head at what I said and I can tell she is thinking about something so I lift her head with my finger to make her look at me. "What's going on in that pretty head of yours?"
As she looks at me I see her pupils dilate and twinkle. My stomach fills with heat and I squirm under her as my cock starts to harden.
"You scare me Rowan," Jane admits. "I'm scared of the way you’re making me feel."
I feel my heart rate quicken and I take a deep breath. "You scare me too, fawn." I lick my bottom lip which makes Jane look down at my lips and my cock twitches.Fuck."You have the ability to ruin me if you wanted to." For a few seconds, time seems to freeze as Jane and I stare at one another. But I grip onto her hips as Jane leans forward and presses her lips onto mine. At first I was taken aback because of Jane making the first move for once in her fucking life. I feel special knowing that she is comfortable enough to make the first move with me. One of my hands goes to grip her face. As we continue to kiss, my finger curls around the hem of her t-shirt. "Can I take this off?"
She nods her head while still kissing me. I take that as my sign to lift her t-shirt, revealing her chest. I throw her shirt to the floor and my hand on her hip trails up her stomach to the valley of her breasts, touching her softly which makes her squirm and move her hips against mine.
It feels so nice to have my arms around her and my hands touching her.
"I want to feel you," Jane breathes heavily as she puts her hands under my shirt to touch my stomach. I swear I feel my heart drop to the pit of my stomach. I remove my lips from her so that I can take off my shirt and then grip her face in my hand to kiss her again. As she starts to grind her hips on my cock, my breathing goes ragged. It doesn't help that her shorts are thin and she isn't wearing any underwear. I hold onto her back as I lean forward and move off the bed so that she is laying on her back and I am hovering above her. God she's beautiful. Too beautiful to even exist in this fucked up world. Jane squirms under me. "Rowan, I want you to fuck me."
"Yea?" I smile down at her and then grind my hips down onto hers.
"Please," she begs.
I take her shorts off and then hover over her and lean down to give her a soft kiss before ghosting my mouth over hers and kissing the corner of her mouth then trailing down to the valley of her breasts. Her chest rises and I feel her nipples touch my shoulders as I continue to kiss her chest. I grab her hands and intertwine our fingers together, slamming them on each side of her head and rock my hips against hers.
I let one of her hands go so I can touch the side of her body and trail my finger down her hip to the spot above her pussy. She jolts and she does the same with her hand, trailing it down my body until it's at the waistband of my sweatpants. She slips her hand inside and wraps her small hand around my cock. I remove my lips from her and rest my head on her shoulder. I jerk into her hand and she begins to move her hand up and down a little. My breathing is ragged as she touches me and moves her thumb around my head.
"Shit . . .shit, wait. Baby," I moan in her ear which makes her stop. I sit up and take off my sweatpants. Fuck, no condom again. I doubt Jane has any in her room. "Are you okay with me going in bare?" I ask her and she looks up and nods her head at me. I walk up to the bed and bend down so that I can press a gentle kiss to her lips. I stand up and say, "Turn around. Face down. Ass up."
Jane turns around so that she is on her stomach. She rests on her knees and her ass is in the air. I rest my knees on the bed behind her and put my hands on her hips. I can see how wet she is which makes me lean down and lick her pussy and kiss the apex of her thighs.
