And that’s when the fear hit.
It consumed me as I reached for my gun.
It filled my lungs as I rushed out of the cabin.
It pressed down on my heart.
Because for just a moment.
A second.
I thought of a life without Matilda in it.
My mind tried to imagine an existence where I had her and lost her. And I couldn’t.
I couldn’t imagine it.
My future was nothing but a void.
I take the gun out from where I tucked it into my waistband and set it on a bin near the foot of the bed.
“Ethan?”
I lift my gaze slowly.
Tilda’s sock-covered feet. The way her calves curve. Her bent knees. Her thighs squeezed together.
Her soft stomach.
Her arms crossed over her full breasts. Hiding those piercings.
Those fucking piercings.
I lift my eyes to her throat. To the flush of her cheeks. To her parted lips.
I lift my gaze to hers.
“You did a good job calling for me.” I step forward, stopping when my legs bump against the foot of the bed. “And I need you to do it again.”
“Wha—”
I reach down, grip her knees, and drag her toward me.
She falls onto her back, and I don’t stop until her ass is at the very edge of the mattress.
But I don’t let go of her legs.
I spread them.
“Ethan,” she gasps. But she doesn’t struggle.
I keep her legs open as I lower to the ground, kneeling between them.
I lower my face to her bare pussy, stopping with my mouth an inch from her core.
And I breathe her in.
I inhale the scent of my wife.