We rock.
And then we… stop.
I force my eyes open.
We’re facing the thick tree line. But it’s still yards away.
We… landed.
We hit a tree.
But we landed.
Warm fingers wrap around my wrist, and I look down.
Ethan has reached across, and he’s prying my hand away from the seat belt.
I let him.
And I let him turn my hand over.
He holds my wrist with one hand and uses the other to trace the indents left in my palm.
“Bad Girl. I told you to relax.” His voice vibrates through the headphones. “No more hurting yourself. I told you I wouldn’t let anything happen to you. Don’t make me a liar.”
Heat trails across my skin where he touches me.
He lowers my hand to my lap, then reaches across and unclips my seat belt.
Glancing at his chest, I see he’s already unbuckled himself.
My heart is still beating wildly behind my ribs, and when I look out his window, I swallow.
The tip of the wing is all smashed up and somehow still stuck to the tree trunk.
A memory of being a kid, roller skating, and holding my friend’s hand as she swung me around in a circle flashes in my mind.
Only today, the tree is my friend, and the plane is the roller skates.
“Arms,” Ethan softly commands.
I shift and let him help me slide my arms free from the straps.
“Look at me.” Ethan reaches up and takes his sunglasses off.
I do the same.
Or I try to.
But my hands are shaking too badly.
Why can’t I stop shaking?
Ethan makes a shushing sound and takes my glasses off for me.
I know my eyes are shining.
I know a few tears have slipped free.