That hope swells inside my rib cage.
She’s eating the food I left for her this morning.
And she’s sitting in the chair I got just for her.
I hesitate. Then I send her another message.
Me: I miss you.
The hope twists around itself.
It’s true. The most true thing I’ve ever felt. I miss her so fucking much.
But I don’t know if telling her?—
Wife: I miss you too.
The relief that hits me is so thick I shift back.
I want to go to her.
Right now.
I want to fall to my knees in front of her and beg her forgiveness.
But that’s not what she needs.
She needs to believe me.
Wife: I want to believe you.
I press a fist over my heart.
She always said it was like I could read her mind. Like I knew what she was thinking.
But she did it just as much to me. And even now… even apart, it’s like we’re together.
Me: You will.
Me: Friday. Noon.
I send her the address.
But just the address.
It’s two days away. And I don’t want to wait that long. But I can. Because a lifetime is on the line.
Chapter 175
Tilda
I lookedup the location on the map as soon as Ethan sent it to me. But it didn’t show anything. All I could tell was that it was next to the state park. Not far from my house, but I have to take a roundabout way to get there.
So, I don’t know where I’m going, but there are three vehicles ahead of me, and they’re all slowing to take the turn I’m headed for.
I follow the row of cars as we all head down the gravel road.
It’s narrow and winds between tall trees.